Saturday, January 29, 2011

last minute


just came home from grandma house
went to see uncle and aunt and ofcourse baby nic
went pyramid and empire this afternoon to do some last minute shopping
looking for a nice and fitting cheong sam for first day of CNY

any suggetion?

bought this and when i went home and try it on..
it look like a bride mates dress......



Friday, January 28, 2011

CNY! !

ok..just finish college
and went on cleaning my room
since mommy gave the news saying that we are leaving on MONDAY! !
and I;m skipping 2 days of college..what the~~~~
so I am done with my room
boy was suppose to help me with it
but his busier than me i guess

will be going for YSG for the first time this year
miss those peeps
uncle and baby nicholas is coming here tonigh
shall go airport and get him
gonna miss alot people back here when i go back for CNY especially YOU

before
after


Wednesday, January 26, 2011

things need to be done

college is so far so good
lecturers are good and patient
loving my ESL lecturer, she comes up with numerous games to entertain us
and classmates are so far cool, lame and funny
gonna list down the thing i want to finish before CNY break :
a) clean and rearrange my room
b) clear the closet
c) *haven think of it yet*


gottogo finish my homework and read up on the lecture notes in BB7(blackboard 7)

Monday, January 24, 2011

happy day ♥


last night,
i got a knock on the door
*knock*knock*
me: "why the hell is my parent or brother knocking on the door at this hour"
*open the door*
i saw this big man standing infront of me,
i look up and
i got the shock of my life
baby boy was standing at the door looking at me,
OMG! !
and he bought me a new nike bottle just to make sure i drink water,
if you notice, i hate drinking water
oh and he also bought me flu medicine because i was having flu that night
let him in and i continue my movie,
talk to him alittle about college and off he went home cause its late

so sweet of him right?
and he manage to work together with my bro and parent to not tell me that his coming....


yes..
you are looking at my new timetable..
yes..
i manage to change class
and YES..
i manage to make some friends in that new class
and a bigger YES..
i am not spending my alone time anymore during break time




only the third day


so it's already the 3rd day of college,
and this morning, i woke up super early just to go check at the office on my letter i send in
and NO i did not get an approval to change my class
after getting that news,
my tear literally trying to burst out my eyes,
but i had to held it in,
i told myself, JESMINE YOU CANT CY BECAUSE OF THIS
so the whole day i was too upset to enjoy college
did mathematic studies presentation
and i have another biology presentation tomorrow
oh and guess what?
i spend my break time all alone in the cafeteria
WHAT A COLLEGE LIFE RIGHT?!?!
just did biology notes and
sent in an email to the lecturer on the notes
it was suppose to be a group thing, but......*ask me what happen* personally

had my first LAN class and finally a friend i know,
SHU HUI! ! !
After LAN class, it started to rain heavily,
i was soaking wet and now i am having a massive headache and flu

having some city survival talk tomorrow at 2pm till 6pm

Its only the third day of college, and i am not liking it,
talking about my college life can make me tear-y

i shall try to love my class now, and just hope for the best
it's gonna be a tough year

Saturday, January 22, 2011

college homework


haven been updating this site for a long time...
been coming home late night and i have no time to even open my laptop
busy doing what you ask?
cheerleading....
but it was all over today at usj19 de stadium (futsal court)
it was super tiring for me for one whole week..
catching up with training and college

so speaking about college,
i just submitted a letter about me wanting to change class with the same combination
and i will only know whether i am allow to change class
lets just hope for the best..
so classes have started, or maybe just my mathematic class
and we are given homework already...
wow on the second day of college, I HAVE HOMEWORK ALREADY! !
but oh well, at least i have internet with me,
so it's just one click away
example

this is one of the topic my group is suppose to present on Monday during class

i think i better head to my comfy bed now
tiring day

Thursday, January 20, 2011

the real thing


so the real thing starts tomorrow
classes tomorrow starts at 8.00 am tomorrow...
what a day to start man
but luckily it ends at 1.oo pm...
classmate says they wanna have lunch tomorrow..
but I not so sure about it...
as you know it, me and my classmate tak ber-bonding lagi...
really hate it so much....
might even ask to change class,
but shall let the lesson begins and if Im still not comfortable with them,
its over man

still scartching my head everynight thinking what to wear the next day,
taylor have this rule where we cant wear shorts to college,
so it becomes harder for me,
since i always wear shorts...

till here then,
loves

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

orientation G10

i look so puffy in the morning..this is what you get once u try waking up early after a week routine of waking up in the noon

my student ID
the picture was took today
because they lost our picture during the process
this card is so important and without it we cant enter college


back from taylor college (orientation)
and I expected it to be better but nah.....
classmates are all in groups
and i have no one i know in that class ( G10 )
but i just really hope everything changes and we actually get to know each other better soon

starting class on friday
and the time table is hectic man
i remember my brother who finish FIB had a super relaxing college life
but when i saw my timetable...
OMG....class mostly starts at 9am and ends at 4pm
some starts at 8am and ends at 3pm
it is worst than school man
oh well...nothing comes easy

thinking on my extra curricular activities
shall join dance club, volleyball and maybe cheer too...
and maybe another charitable club


book that were given from a friend of mine...
now all i need is calculator

cant wait to use this

timetable for G10

CHEER

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

college life here i come




and yes i am ready for college.
daddy making me nervous...making fun of me.
bringing back memories when i first enter kinder-garden..
but those were good memories...
never cried when it was time to go kinder-garden, primary or secondary
on the other hand, both my brothers have problem for that...
they will start shouting, crying and pulling everything they can to no let my parent go home..

so im done packing things for tomorrow orientation
shall go get ready for BFF cheer practice

oh do come and support us, SJBAYS

love ya

Monday, January 17, 2011

help?



this is my room condition..
waiting for boy to have a off day and come clean for me.
i should maybe change the queen size bed to single bed??
YES? NO?

cheer all day long


im sorry for neglecting this blog so long...
maybe just s short update on what's happening

first of all
I join cheerleading...FINALLY! ! !
having this mini competition this saturday during BFF
but im having practice with CHEER ACE..
its a group under CHARM(malaysia cheer team)

practice is fine....loving the people there..
they will catch u no matter what...

this week im practically occupied at night with cheer practice with the YS gang
and tomorrow is futsal time
and the rest of my day is just stoning at the 4 wall in my room and lappie
but not tomorrow..having college orientation tomorrow
yupie im starting college soon.
january intake
SAM(South Australian Matriculation )
in taylors main campus


i hope i see familiar faces tomorrow..
lets pray that i know someone from the same class



Saturday, January 15, 2011

cheer





back from cheer practice,
had one in the morning which is for this up coming competition among Buddhist youth
and i just came back from one which is the real thing
CHEERACE
it was fun and superb tiring
♥thank you baby for fetching me there and after that supper....
i think i have talent in it
*self praise*
did alot of stunts in the morning and night
and i am exhausted
but there is practice tomorrow again and i have to rush back to go IMU since they are having their open day

really hope i excel in cheer....
i am so serious
although parent didnt really encourage me in joining cheer, but.........oh well
i've been wanting to join cheer since secondary, but not that interested in the school team cause of some reason
then when yong hui approach me during form5,
parent say i have to focus on SPM, so didnt join cheer and dance
and now COLLEGE...oh well.....

gtg hit the sack now,
*muscle aching*

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

broken road


I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

why?

Tell Me Why lyrics
Songwriters: Rose, Liz; Swift, Taylor Alison;

I took a chance, I took a shot
And you might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground, I see who you are

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then you cut me down

And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around

And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me, why?

You could write a book on how
To ruin someone's perfect day
Well, I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what I'm trying to say, oh

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me, then push me around

And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/tell-me-why-lyrics.html]

Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me, why?

Why do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside?
Why do you have to put down my dreams
So you're the only thing on my mind?

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you want me then cut me down

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I've got no one to believe in
You ask me for my love then you push me around

Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me, why? Why? Tell me, why?

I take a step back, let you go
I told you I'm not bulletproof
Now you know

i'm only me when i'm with you

I'm Only Me When I'm With You lyrics
Songwriters: Orrall, Robert Ellis; Angelo; Swift, Taylor Alison;

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky

And sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true

And I don't try to hide my tears
The secrets, all my deepest fears
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/i_m-only-me-when-i_m-with-you-lyrics.html]
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I?m with anybody else
It?s so hard to be myself
And only you can tell

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true

And I?m only me
Who I wanna be
Well, I?m only me when I?m with you
With you, oh, yeah

i never told you but i hope i have the chance too

I Never Told You lyrics

I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
But I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you
I can't believe that I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

I see your blue eyes, everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to, when I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/colbie-caillat-lyrics/i-never-told-you-lyrics.html ]
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
I can't believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
I can't believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

home sweet home


i am back home from kota bharu, kelantan
went there for about a week to visit my grandma
she just finish her 4th operation on her leg,
on the wheel chair,
so i went back to visit her....
cousin brother came and pick me from the air port before he goes to work
so i just lepak whole day and do nothing much,
but it was great to see my cousins and grandma again
and my two cousin brother never fail to bring me out for supper
met some of their friends and they are hilarious peeps

to add on that, coincidence it was cousin birthday
so went back to bake her a birthday cake..
ok i shall let the picture do the talking




grandma on bed

and yes they are crazy like this

forgotten to rotate
opps




again...hehehe




and yes she is holding my ah boy

with grandma


love her so much that i will make her carry me


dinner when aunt and uncle went to some function


Thursday, January 6, 2011

TRUTH

all i ever wanted was i man who can tell me the truth
even if it is hard to listen
even if it is hard to accept
even if it hurts me
even if it makes me hate you

ALL I NEED IS THE TRUTH
* sometimes, even truth is a word too big for a big man to handle *

incident which changes my life

went to the hospital with grandma yesterday, went into the room where she will be taking out her stitches. i as a good granddaughter went in and hold her hand to accompany her. when the nurse start taking it out..i was fine,looking at her taking it out, i thought it was okay for me.Suddenly my tummy feels fuzzy, vision got blurred and i suddenly feels dizzy. i told myself hang in there, few more stitches and it will be done. after that went out the room, ask my cousin where is the toilet, on the way there, i puke in my mouth. went to the toilet and wash up. this incident makes me wanna reconsider for the 723691468946215492560326542 times on what i wanna be when i grow up...that is the incident which change my life in 2011

Monday, January 3, 2011

look! !



new year new hair ♥


just came back from pyramid, a cut above academy
and got my new look...
CURLY HAIR

reach there early and had breakfast at MCD
went up at 11a.m when it opens
oh god..i was so frustrated waiting to get it done,
and the hair dresser is super slow,
they are so lucky they didn't give me any paper or form to comment on.
oh well they are students and it is only rm25 for cut,wash,blow and perm
and it did turn out OK
and a good point is the hair dresser there(student) are kinda cute
sue li is satisfied
oh and mommy got her hair cut for rm 5


okay...presenting.........

*old hair style*
gonna miss those messy and un-presentable hair


and now the new hair
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hope you like it


please give some comments


me and mom ask where to get those voucher,
and here we go..if any of you want this voucher, please leave me a message





Sunday, January 2, 2011

2010-2011♥


spend my new year eve with the family in the curve,
it was a family tradition which i made with my parent:
which is to spend my new year eve with them
*unless they don't want me anymore*
*unless i am married already*
*unless i am in oversea*
*terms and condition apply*

BEST FIREWORKS EVER

COLBY ODONIS WAS THERE TO PERFORM




mom

bro and dad

me and dad

mommy and daddy

us



dinner at
italiannise
(2010)



our tradition in the family to fine dine for new year dinner

mommy and papa
spend the first day of new year with him


and yes
my two best guy friends had left for national service just today
and i seriously miss them alot already
shall go visit them on sunday with the rest

julian

chen shen

well at least i get to spend the final day with them

shopping! !

this is the total cloths i bought since after SPM...
well there are some more but i had to wear them already

FINALLY! ! !
my shoe


so it is 2011 already
and a lot of things had happen....
well maybe this is how i should start my year...
lets just hope it gets better and better