number 3

well in a blink of an eye ,

its already 2012 ♥

actually told myself to take one day at a time this year, no stress, no expectation and no disappointment. and i have started my year with studying for remedial.

what a great start no?

Even when i started studying for remedial last minute,

i did not feel regret that i spend more time playing than studying.

all i plan to do is to TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME. ♥

its thursday and there are 3 more days till i reach back HOME SWEET HOME!!!

cant wait to touch down on home land.

the excitation is just filling my body.

i actually already pack my bags to bring home.

was in the mood with the rest who just went back today.

they didnt have to take another paper therefore they get to fly back earlier.

3 MORE DAYS!!!

and i will be home. who will be waiting for my arrival??

♥

anyone?

HAPPY NEW YEAR

its gonna be an end to this year.. 2011 is gonna be a bye bye to us all.

thinking back to all the things happen this year..

2011 is the year where i start my college year. but due to a lot of complication-ssss.

I am now currently studying in UNVERSITY OF PADJADJARAN, JATINANGOR, INDONESIA.

taking a dentistry course for 5 plus year. when i got here i was suffering from so many things..some people just don't understand.seriously you guys just don't understand. but what can be done? so what can i do is to pick all this pieces and put it all to good used.

when i think about what i do through out this year, came to think of it. i didn't accomplish anything that make me proud.

next year is 2012 and is it gonna be the end of the world? if it will be, then at least i get to die as a dentist in the making.

well all i can tell you is at this moment, i miss home, i miss family, i miss my baby, i miss my friends, i miss everything back in malaysia.. but who ask me to decide to come here right? hahahhaa..indonesia is nearby, i shall go back home often. yes dadddy n mommy?

oh oh, i get to see fireworks tomorrow too... we went to bandung to buy some fireworks.. and yes no police will come to arrest us..its indonesia...so people....

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HAPPY NEW YEAR

UAS

its already gonna be the end of my finals SEM 1... tomorrow will be the second last paper..cant wait for it to be over...well hoping that all my sacrifice for not sleeping pays up with good result.

but oh well if i didnt do well..just have to study again for remedial..but its so tiring and boring no? keep studying the same thing again and again.

well directly before my finals, uncle brought me and his family to bali for a 3 days 2 night holiday...*sorry picture are in facebook* brought book to study but dont remember what i studied..oh well...at least that paper is over... after next wednesday when my finals are over.. i think im inda on a 2 and a half month holiday.. *JUMP FOR JOY* will be bugging my parent to buy me plane ticket to go home..aawww how much i miss home. my parent. my family. my house. my JJ. my baby boy, sem. my bed. the food and OMG so much more...indonesia can never be compare with malaysia man..although everybody was like : omg ur going bandung? its like shopping heavn..well to tell the truth,im kinda bored of it already..only go there if i have the free time.and if i need some clothes from the factory outlet...

okay..its already 12.37am..need to sleep and wake up at 2am to study...yes this was like life for the pass few days during finals..wanna see my panda eye? hahahhaha.....

UAS

♥ loving the jacket ♥

ready for class

well finals are next week and half of me is ready for it and half is not..

and we only got to know bout the exam timetable one week before the exams.

it was suppose to be in December, but the office say that the exam timetable given was only for subjects like, philosophy,religion and ect.. and the important subject like anatomy, physiology and histology is up to the lecturer incharge in that faculty.

LUCKY for us, they have to put it just next week.. feeling so stress up lately..

since UTS ended..(Ujian Tengah Semester) i have been waking up at 3am or 4am to study...yes i do that every weekdays...just to get on tract with the syllabus which is one week one chapter of each (anatomy, physiology and histology)... but waking up early seems to be the only way to finish up the note writting just in time to study few days before exam..

so i have decided! this shall be my daily routine till i finish dental course... although i sleep only 4 to 5 hours, i dont get tired in the afternoon. i dont take any naps. NANO CAN WORKS!!! thank you mommy...but it seems like its only working on my body. my friend who bought it seem sleepy everyday..

after UAS ( ujian akhir semester) , we have to wait for 2 week to get the news on remedial..then only there is a sem break..but according to senior, if u do remedial, it will be on sem break...so means i dont get to go back malaysia for long holiday...*sobsob* oh well..its just indonesia and malaysia..i can just fly back on friday and fly back to indonesia on sunday night...

well exams starts on tuesday ..will study hard this time..and study smart too... ♥ ♥

sucky life

been busy with assignments..assignments and assignments.

this university thinks that their way of teaching is a good way, but hell no!!

we have to do presentation on every topic we learn, and we have to present it to the whole class.

all of us with no idea what we presented was what the topic wanted, we just have to do it.

lecturers dont teach in class, they just sat there looking at us.

i though university is one place where to lecturer talks non-stop and we have to write every single thing down

and now, we have to teach the class and you just sit there giving marks on our presentation

we spend most of our time preparing for the presentation, and we just rush through it when preparing the presentation,

we dont learn anything for it, and you dont teach us anything.

DAMN MAN!!!

and that is not just it, the place here is dirty and dangerous, the food here gives everyone diarrhea and vomiting. and now i got gastric cause of it..WTH!! didnt sleep last night cause i had a major headache and body-aching and fever the whole night. and i haven even started on presentation..and i heard mid terms are in few more weeks. how to study for mid terms when we rushing our time on presentation?!?

misses you ♥

Okay I know no one has been reading my blog except my parent, yes I know u guys stalk me from here and always find my mistake in spelling here yada yada yada , hi mom hi dad

Well It’s been 3 weeks here in Indonesia and I am already missing home so so badly

Missing the people back home, family, friend and boyfriend ♥

Miss coming home and meals is serve on the table ♥

Miss coming home to talk to my parents and they will get so annoyed by my story, yes I talk a lot, ask my daddy ♥

Miss getting stress up and complaining to babe about it and the next thing I get is a phone call from him ♥

Miss telling my mom that babe is coming over after his class ♥

Miss going out late night with the friends, babe’s cousin in Asia Café ♥

Miss watching movie with babe and friends ♥

Miss parent asking me what I wanna eat on weekend when we go out ♥

Miss crying to babe when something is not right ♥

Miss getting scold from my parent ( I think ) ♥

Miss getting what I want from my parent ♥

Miss spending time with YS which I still consider as my second home ( sorry for missing out so much before I leave ) ♥

Miss sitting next to babe in his car and asking him to slow down and whacking him ♥

Miss doing stupid things in public just to make others happy ( and yes I do that, ask my parent and Alicia and babe ) ♥

Miss spending fridays with babe, miss mondays with babe in chatime ♥

Miss everything I have in Malaysia ♥

But this is the path I choose, I have to live up to it and do my best,

If anyone, anyone out there who actually cares about me, yes I am doing fine here

Although having diarrhea for 1 week plus is not stopping yet, to add on to that is vomiting

And yes I was diagnose with gastric too.. I AM STILL DOING FINE

Knowing not much people actually want to know how am I doing, I WILL BE FINE

second week went DIARRHEA

so is the first week of class. and the last 3 days of class was just a brief brief brief introduction on what are we suppose to expect from FKG... oh and orientation on super awesome, expecilly from the seniors. they are so so nice to us and they borrowed us their text book and notes from first year. well the second week of being in jatinangor, everyone having trouble with their health. Mostly DIARRHEA like me.... I am consider good already, others are already vomiting and going in and out the clinic.. I'm just having trouble in the toilet. okay done with the health, time for the lecturer. The lecturers here are superb friendly like the people here. The people here are like super duper friendly. One day i went to the bank and it was close already. had trouble with the bank draft and they help me call the other bank to find out how to fix it. if i was in Malaysia, they will just tell you your bank draft is rejected and please go to here and there. Another examples is when i have to send a letter back home, i just have to pass it to the hostel counter and they help me mail it..super not?? loving the culture here...

the only thing i am disliking now is that we have to wear the university blazer and skirt. and this is on apply to dental student....oh well....i look like a perfect, i look like im studying in private school and i look like a japanese