what if something happen to me??
what if something happen to you??
what of something heppen to us??
will you still be there for me??
will it be alright?
will it be the same as it used to??
im afraid.............


i miss you so so so so much,
baby <3

stuck in the middle

currently stuck in kota bharu, kelantan...
went for the wedding in terengganu..took lots lots lots of pic with 'galaxie"..ot will be uploaded soon though..





and seen all my cousin which we normally see them only during chinese new year..so sad...

will be back to subang on monday nite by flight....
i currently missing someone badly.....
*sob*

holiday in kelantan

curently in kota bharu in aunt hse....
Usind bro hp n cousin wifi
jem using laptop...another bro using cousin laptop...cousin using comp....
Went to "su su" wedding in terengganu yesterday
Pictures will b uploaded soon k?
Going to some place for the holiday with the cousin tomorrow....going for bbq
Cant wait man....
I miss my boy fren so much

G

photos

went shopping again with the daddy and mommy..AGAIN
this time our place was AEON, Bukit Jalil, jUScO...
once we left the parking area...
mom: look..look... daughter: OMG!!!!#@(#70%!!!! : OMH!!!!JACKET!!!! dad: OH NO MY WALLET!!!!
me and my mom went grabbing all the stuff we saw..
i hold on to my jacket as it was the only colour that is not LALA....
everything i took was not below RM 60....but after discount it was not above RM 30.*smiles*
lind up for the dressing room...
squeeze in there with mom....
try this try that..try not to fall out of the dressing room....

haha..not even 15min we ald spend less than RM100...on VOIR and SODA goods....wow...
after that almost done with the shopping list i have in mind...NOW I NEED HEELS.....
walk every where..there's another sales...wallets and belts...50%..70%...
daddy bought a wallet because his wallet was bloating...hehe...
then i saw a heels try them on and it was perfect look..fix here a little and there alittle.. and *ka-ching* i bought my heels.at anod.went walking so more and...saw SHADES..
im not really sure why we stop at that stall but...hehe...bought a new shades....
wanted to buy for younger bro....but didnt know wheather he would like it...
after buying every thing...
went home and mom said she want to buy so more pants..so she went back there..
daughter: 2shorts, 1 leggings, 1 jacket, 1blouse mom: 4 pants dad: 1 jeans and a working shirt


after that we passed by my aunty hse..i neg my parent to go there for dinner and said that elder bro can fetch younger bro to the party...
so had dinner at aunt hse with grandparents..
and my cousin are so freaking funny that even if they dont say anything its funny....
after that went home and get some rest...
grandma invites us over again tomorrow for laksa...



well peeps,
this are all the photos that i promise.....
do enjoy it....(this are just a few...others are soon to be updated)

15 nov is my day

this day was my day..
both brother bought something new...
elder one bought a n-series phone...younger one bought a stupid camera...
so today..both my brothers are busy..
went out with my parent to pyramid..
the feeling of it its like one in a BILLION..
feels like im the only child in the family..
2day i went shopping like the money is mine..
went forever21....nichii...and alot more.
hunting for a dress..highheels for shopping..
end up in elements...bought a new dress for this friday cousin wedding...
then on the way back..passs by bonita..and bought a very pinky hand bag...
all pic will be updated as soon as i come on9 again..

i miss you lots although what ur doin now is best for both of us...
study hard

MoodSwing

little girl having her mood swing for the day
sorry if i "lepas geram" on you
im really very sorry
just really moodless..

well holiday starting and you may not know that it may end very soon.
and this little girl will be in form5..
haven even prepare for form5..
WTH*!&^@&
im really really scare of it..
what if i cant do it??
what if i fail you??
OMG!!!!!even thinking of it can make me cry
ask mommy find tuition which recab the whole form4...
she said: then holiday no need go out d lo?
in my mind i was like:
HARLLOO!!ppl panik here about spm, you think people like me can chill arh??
if you wanna know how "chil" i am before exam..
you can ask the BF..his been through with me...
and its horrible..
so ya....
CALLING FOR HELP!!!!
SOS

DRINVING LICENCE

well since my birthday is 26TH February.*hint*hint*
.its still early of the year..
will be going for the undang talk which all people complain about.
but i dont think i'll boring..
yong jye and julian will be joining me..
well Jye though if he goes with someone smart then mayb for the undang test he can copy..
but he found out that all ques for it is diff...
so ya..cant wait man..although people says its boring..i'll made my time worth it..haha..
mayb gossipong with jye like old time??
after he change school to usj4..alot of his frens hav change..
i have no idea why...
his jus so funny and super super annoying man..
he sometime gets on my nerve that i feel like killing him...
but it's ok..he'll get from me soon...
haha...sooner or later you'll know that im not that easy to get bullied..
dont belive can ask my class mate.
hehe..missing the time when all of us are in the same class durinf form2 and 3...
intro: (from the left) chun fei.yip chun.*yun sem* and jye
(bottom) me and shea wen

miss you all so so much

2012

went to watch the screening of 2012.
did u know that the ticket cost like rm50
and chen shen got 10 of that ticket for free??haha
chun-ted right??haha..starting we went in it was filled with people..
then went we enter we are suppose to let them keep our phones..
then nid to go through body checking..using the metal thingy
like we did some crime like that..super funny..
after that went in and the cinema was filled..
though of sitting at the couple sit since i never sit there before..
but end up sitting at the ^%#(@^#@ 4th front row...
all 10 of us was like tourture by the way we sit..super tiring after the movie..
so the movie ended about 12 p.m plus..
wow 1st time going out so late with this gang of frens
and after that home with the help of sem...

love you no matter what.
and where's my choc

UnHappy

i just dont really know what is going on now.
i just wanna prove to you that i can do more than that..
why cant you just be more understand-able??
why are you making me do like this??
what is going on..
i hope that this will not last
because i cant take it anymore
even one more single mistake will tear me down..
please cherish me like im the princess that i should be...

ILoveYou

happy 8th month anniversary darling!!!!
its been 8th month with you
although you sometimes make me sad or angry
even today you made me super super pist and sad
i know you didnt really mean it
but you will try your very best to comfort me no matter what
I LOVE YOU
*no pic.we don't really take pictures

LetDoItAgain

haha
went to lagoon yesterday and IT DIDNT RAIN!!!!!!!!!
OMG i please every one to help pray..
it was guan yin tan..dear told me and i was unsure
mommy didn't pray..so went up and ask mom and tole her sem said it was praying day..
she was like really?then she went down and pray...
my goodness if u can know what did guan yin ma told dear u will be super shock..

well about 9 plus went and get huey yann and pauline with mommy and brother.
after fetching bro to college next stop LAGOON..
reach there and waited and waited n waited..
we girls made a theory saying that girls always have to wait for guys..
well its true..hehe..mayb for my group of frenz oni..
wel after that went KFC for breakfast..
then after that ENTER LAGOON..
haha. it was only RM45 for both park amusemant n water...
we have the voucher from Tm..force every1 to look for it..
we enter and walk all the way to the beach po there to put our stuff
making sure we take out every thing we need then oni lock it..
i went to the toilet and came back and they lock it ald..
then i ask a very simple question
sue li: did you all take money for the tube??
everyone:*stoning face
sue li: OMG!!
bt end up didnt open it..it was freaking expensive u know..
RM 5 per locker and 10 of us fit out bags into 3 locker..
you dun want to know how we did it..and how the locker look like at the end
after that we went all the way back to the dry park..play every single ride..
even the bird flying thingy...and yes the snake water ride was open..haha..
after that went to the family boat.and all the dry park...
then we went to the wet park..didnt rent any float...play every thing like triple times...
we end up at the wave pool at 2 P.M..and we finish playing all the rides
i was like...so..what to do??the guys was throwing each other in the pool..
then i was like...hhmmm..let go back to the dry park and play??
then we went all the way back there and went to the snake wan again...
then went to dry ourself by sitting the train roller coaster...
then after that went to the wet park again and wet ourself...
and after that went to the beach to play volley ball...
since we went out with the whole volley team...
after that relax ahile and went to shower..
we were SUPER SUPER hungry..
we didnt eat luch since no one took out money from the locker..so after lagoon..
went to wong kok for dinner..chit chat and lots of laughter..
help JYE look for a job since his desperate for money
waited for dear's parent and they fetch me home..
reach home and i was super tired..
picture will be updated soon..
i realise that my blog have no picture recently..
haix.
phone is so mafan..
not like some people..who owns a camera..haix

BoringLife

going lagoon this Thursday with the gang
cant wait man..
still looking for the phone cable man..
no pic here cuz of it lo..
haix...
volley training every morning.
getting draker n darker...
*sob*
next tuesday cant go to KLPAC due to YEP having the award day at sheraton hotel..
life is jus been boring man...
when does the excitement coming??haha

no matter what you do..i'll still love you.

beTheBEstYouCAnBe

this is who i really am..
i can be the best-est friend you and ever have..
or if you didnt something bad..
i will be your worse enemy and whenever you see me you'll cry..
i love suprises no matter how bad it is..i just love them like how much i love you
i love chocolate and sweets...i look taking pictures..craving for my own camera..
i love the bf and all my frens










i dont know why have you become like this..
although im the closest thing to you..i know everything about you..
and i know that you are the worse friend that a person can ever have..
but i still love you very much..
i cant bare to see you geting hurt.
but it seems that when i put you down on soft pillow you get up and jump down the building..
im the first one that notice you true colour..i dun mind..
but now everyone is understanding you on who the person you are..
im trying very hard to keep it inside..but when i blast out..do beware that i can even murder you with my words...
im hoping that you will change your attitude so that there will be no regrets in your life...
im always there for you no matter what you did or you are doing..
but when is it my turn for you to be there for me????

stress

got back my papers is what i didnt expect to get..
although i didnt fail any of my papers but the result is terible...
i was so stress during exam that sometimes my mind go all blank and nothing related to it seem to appear..
please dont blame wny1 for what i did.
went for the last add math tuition and i know we are gonna miss teacher truly..
gonna miss the time we go high for the last 15 min of tuition time..
cousin ask me to babysit her *baby*(puppy) this few days due to the busy life of working o holidays.
well now our topic in school is whether we are gonna work..
well in my opinion i think we should enjoy our teenage life while we can and not start our working life..i know there isn't any money for you to spend..save lo..idk why you all want to work..haix..i know its boring staying at home...im in the process now..but do exercise or read man..or even study.

i love you the way you are..
just try harder in what we had miss out

YOU ARE SO....

WHY DO YOU LIKE TO THINK IN A NEGATIVE WAY??
WHY CANT YOU THINK IN THE POSITIVE WAY??
YOU LOVE MAKING ME ANGRY HEI??
WHY DO YOU THINK THAT WAY?
I KNOW YOU ARE NOT GOOD IN STUDYING SO WHAT?
IF I MIND ABOUT THAT I'LL BE WITH OTHERS AND NOT YOU..
ITS JUST YOU I NEED...
AND WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND?
WHAT I NEED...WHAT I WANT???
PLEASE DONT DO THIS TO ME AGAIN..
I CANT TAKE THE PRESSURE..
AND WITH THAT I WILL JUST BRAKE DOWN LIKE THERE ARE NO BONES INSIDE OF ME...
JUST DO WHAT YOU DO BEST AND JUST TRY YOUR BEST IN EVERYTHING.
I KNOW THINGS WILL TURN OUT PERFECT JUST THE WAY WE LOVE IT.
JUST HOLD ON TIGHT

messyroom, messy life

this morning woke up late and ponteng school..
well no point going school to get back my result right??
hehe..i don't want my result back..
woke up ate 4 slice of bread...
super full..then watch tv..woke up and had a plan to clean my messy little room.
*took picture of how messy it is* but i cant find the nokia phone cable
after watching tv..started cleaning my room..all by myself...
its super messy man..first i clear my study table which is stack up with hundreds of books..
then i started shifting tables..bed..cupboard..alone..
ask my mom to help me carry my heavy cupboard and end up kena scolding for who knows what reason..
then after that change cupboard with brother..clean here clean there without time stopping it's ald 4. and i haven taken my lunch...
quickly went down ate hotdog and went up cleaning again...
afraid there is no place for me to sleep tonight..
there are thousand of revision book in my room..
and i just stack it up because there is not much time left...
my popiah is downstair waiting for me..
and im getting tired..clean my dressing room..clear my shirts and my bed..
went down and enjoy the popiah mommy made and some refreshing pepsi...
and now im here blogging..
got a msg from ching
asking me to go YSG because sonia and anne will be coming..
so i'll be going there later to meet up with them..
2molo plans is going temple in the afternoon..having a party there and after that rush to MPSJ for volley training..
there's been a lot of drama since i join the team..
they should change the name to volley(drama) team...
hehe.*inside joke*
im so sweaty and will be showering later..
pictures will be uploaded soon

LIVESS*CK...

why is life so unfair??
you want this you get this..
you want that you get that?
when is it my turn to get what i want??
when is it my turn that you will actually listen to what i was saying??
why is this happening to me??
i want the world to just stop and MAYB start thinking for me..
stop and just try to know how i felt for you??
i dont know what to say to you or anyone else..
i just need you there for me..
not for me to cry not for me to hold on to..
but for me to receive the love i should have gotten...

rakan muda

woke up late and called sheereen straight away to know whether she's waiting for me ald.
after that went to the bridge to fetch her.
kena nag by mommy about how stupid i am.lol*
so after that went to pn.sulo hse to go to this complex sukan in puchong
for a rakan muda program..about usahawan thingy
only 3 student choosen to go for this event.*bangga*
reach there and saw every one in their pj attire..
all four of us which is : sheereen, mun yee , shea wen and me was like<>?!@^*!@
are we suppose to wear pj attires??
what if they ask us to run..
OMGOMGOMG!!
haha
then we waited and waited and waited..
my godness..like always they followed malaysian timing..
so after that we line up..
someone start giving sppech we went like...*yawn*
haha
after that was breakfast..
"kiam siap" like haix..
it was only half full pasket of mee goreng...
and the teh tarik is so so SWEET... boleh kena diabetes.
after that we went back to the hall and play this monopoly game which is in malay..
we played that game for like 2 freaking hours..
it was super bored but we had some sweet from Pn.Gan...
well Pn.Sulo left us there at the seminar and went home...
*tsk*tsk*
after that had lunch and a very very long break..
we gossip like nobody bussiness..
hehe...we laugh and get piss at the same time..
super funny.
haha.
first time u will ver find shea wen gossiping
after that went back and get into group and it was super boring after that....
then we went back and i walk to pauline house and after that went to tuition..
well have no idea why im still going for tuition..
hehe..well exam is like OVER!!!hmm.......
oh nevermind..all my tuition ends this month so...
girl hold on for one more week...

free

EXAM ARE FINALLY OVER MAN
moral paper and also mod math was the last paper for form4 today..
after that had meeting about AGM for Y.E.P. which will be held next friday..
so YEP share holders do take note.
now im feeling so bored have nothing to do...
going out seems to be not working for me..

you mean so much to me
and even though something went wrong in this relationship
we will work together to try to figure this out
we will not end it just because this happen o mayb just because that happen
you are sick for now..but i will be praying for you to get well soon...
pray pray pray that everything will be fine..

everything will be perfect just like US <3 i will charish our love and keep it as safe as i can



with love, jesmine kuan sue li
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