i want you to know that.........

i want HIM to know that HE means so much to me

i want HIM to know that HE knows how to make me laugh when i am sad

i want HIM to know that HE treats me like i am suppose to be treated

i want HIM to know that HE needs to be beside me and support me

i want HIM to know that HE is lucky to have me beside me

i want HIM to know that HE is caring enough to be so loving to me

i want HIM to know that HE is being LOVE BY HER!!!*muakx*

I LOVE YOU DEAR!!!!!

life is so.............

currently blogging in granny hse now...

came and visit my dear little cousin from indonesia...

my aunt loves going to lagoon so planning to bring her and nicholas one day...

mayb will skip schoool and bring them there...

uncles is going for meeting tomorrow..

therefore it was my duty to bring my aunt and nicholas for SHOPPING tomorrow....

im currently very bored now....

im so feed up with studying..

i really feel like giving up everything and just relax..

but well big dreams needs big effort...

planning to be a VET and open a pet shop too...

really tired and stress up people..

march test is running closely and im very tired of juggling all my book ald...

how am i going to sit for SPM???

i feel like breaking down and just lie there and die....

i get so stress up till i can't study at all...

i have no idea what to do at all...

i miss you so much

you've been gone for about 5 days but

i felt like it's forever..

thank god ur coming back tomorrow...

i just need you to know that i LOVE you lots boyfee

PD!!!

how was CNY peeps??

i just came back from PD with the family..

it was a super last minute plan....

i even miss my volley training for it *soree wen*

some pic are in my bro cam..so u have to wait people

so i not remember what actually happen but...

outfit for the night

the place was nice for a photo shot

ready for the sand, people???

<3

its the lobby of the hotel

baby i miss you so much...

my phone didnt ring for the last few days

with ur absent

i feel so empty for once<3

HAPPY CNY AND VALENTINE

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

AND

HAPPY VALENTINE<3

just came back from kelantan and last minute planning to go pd tomorrow with family...

kinda lonely now.dear is in thailand with the family and no phone allows....lol

so hoping every one had a great lovey dovey CNY with the loves once...

and great news for me...

im gonna get a puppy next week from dua pek(big uncle)

*all pic will be uploaded soon*

2009

picture from last year 2009....relaxing year...<3i've been with in the same class with her since i enter SMK SU.....so cool right?

this is yann-ny with her long hair which i love so much...

but she went and chop it off

pauline dear

the jungle gang...hehe

surrounded by form 3 makes me feel old..

but i look the youngest lo..

*hehe*

*fun time is fun*

im like so in love with this u knw....*dong dong cak*

this is the picture that i adour so much

*shit ass guard spoil the pic*

dad say his gonna photoshop it and cut it out!!

family time

choosing new year decorations

trying to buy a new fan to put in my room...

me and my elder brother, jeremy

so cute rite??/haha

picture for the last minute CNY shopping...

bought a new dress for cny..*ssso happy*

and im so happy becouse my family didnt really took a nice family picture till now..

*so sweet ryte*

hey tomorrow is larian lebuhraya

today stayed back in school till 6 plus...

went for Leo friendship day production...

then went running with dear...

then it started raining/

so we rush back to school..

waited for the rain to stop and then SHEA WEN CAME

chit chat with her till the rain stop.

and went running around SS18 with karen, shea wen and dear..

im so freaking tired now....

using my brother laptop on my NEW furniture piece...*wink wink*

wish me luck for tomorrow race..

planning to get top5 since its like the last year of my high school year

and im the naib pengerusi for my house..

there for i have to show a good example..you know....*hehe*

so wish me luck people

hey people wanted to know how did my sales day went??

pls go to

sheawen.blogspot.com

DRAMA CLASSES

just got off the phone with shea wen discussing about volley....

about all the problem in it....

tell you that the volley in SMKSU is like a DRAMA SCHOOL

there's like drama between players..

drama between senior and junior

drama between senior and couches...

AND THE PEOPLE IN THERE ARE LIKE SO DRAMATIC

not forgetting FUNNY!!

craving for KFC noww!!!

it's been long since i eaten KFC!!!

how i wish that i can just tell my mom:

"can i go out with sem for dinner?/I WANT EAT KFC"

but for me to say that..

it takes alot of guts...

and i dont think my mom will let me out..

im too young for a date...

actually what does dating mean?

2people which are together going out is call dating??

well i have time to go look on net since im so freaking boring and boyfee is at aunty house studying

a date refers to an activity two people share together with the intention of getting to know each other better on a potentially romantic level. This differs greatly from 'hooking up' which usually describes a casual get together between two people that may or may not be sexual in nature. Two people who are "dating" therefore, have shared several dates together and have made it clear to one another they are interested in more than just a friendship - even if so far the exchanges have been purely friendly in nature. Dating is, essentially, getting to know someone over an extended period of time to determine if a relationship is something worth pursuing.

1. Dating - Meeting with someone whom you love... dating is not just go out with ur girlfrnd / boyfrnd and have sex.. you can have date at home also but should be with your loveone.. you both talk to each other alot, express your love in your way & everything you both like and want to do.... thats dating,

2. No real wrong answer to this. You can say it is to find the girl/guy that you want to marry or to have as much sex as possible so you know what you like to feed the need of never being alone but not wanting to be bored with the same people. All correct answers in a manner of speaking depending on your views on life as well as your Morales.

My conclusion in short - In my view 'Dating' is only media to understand each other. Nothing more it.

so ya...

i still dont understand the defination of it

hhmm...

should i continue playing basketball...

i think i should..

well i have more interest in volley

but i still want to play basketball lo

living life

back from tuition...

watching movie on pps

cousin's laptop.....since there's wireless unlimited internet in my house

and my cousin is staying currently im my house therefore there is an extra comp in the house

boyfee said he want to drop by and pass me last year chirstmas present he bought for me

but his going his aunty at Puchong like every Saturday to study since his cousin is all smart

the aunty is like a teacher...

so his studying and all just for me....

so sweet right.....

his studying for our future...he doesn't want to let me down though

i know people thinks that is too early to talk about that....

but still....hehe...

his just so sweet

i hope he doesn't wast his time studying and no result is seen...

STUDY HARD

GOOD LUCK DEAR!!!!

love you so much for who you are and what you've become....

sorry if i've not be there for you

busy with all tuition and all....

sorry baby....

will be going shopping with the family tomorrow..1utama is the place

miss-communication

just came back from facial....

loving the texture of my skin.....

*.* going to physic tuition later at ANTHONY's......

miss dear so much...

poyfee was suppose to go shooping with the family.

but the parent dump him at home and said that they want to go couple shopping

*so sweet*

so dear drive to school to find me...

but too bad i was on the way home ald.

well he should hav texted me first and not waste his petrol driving all the way here from home which is quite far, at PUTRA HIGH

so he went and look for the cousin,edmond

fetch him to the hospital...

edmond is back early cause he was sick there and they send him back...

volley practice was fine and we chit chat about someone we all agree to gossip about...

so cool right?

and on Monday she/he will gonna get a warning from us....

got to go....

going for CNY shopping tomorrow with the family

there's only 1thing 2 say 3 words 4 you

I LOVE YOU

5 SIGMA

this is the class i;ve been in 2 year and now we are going through SPM

the worst part of high school years together as one

candid shot..don:t mind our eyes...

the sun is killing us

yann what you doing??

this pic is so cool..its the back of me,wen and yann

walking to school at 7 in the morning and trust me you don't wanna be one of us...

they are freaking noisy

this is the girls the the house ss-ing in the early morning

have no idea what to blog so

i'm going to bed now..

boyfee <3(L) complaining that i always go to bed late....

its quite true though...

so ya.

got to go now..

will update on my life soon......................

life is........

dear say i suit this dress..hhmmm

this pic was took when i was about to wake the two little pig up.....at 3 a.m....

jus finish doing my skin....

got angry when doing it...

going for volley training tomorrow

alvin ask me to go and jog with him tomorrow morning around 18....

stil considering it....

hhmm

missing you so much....

you mean so much to me

love is pure and lovely

back from school....

was in school for LEO valentine's production...

just a few of us...

yew vinn, poh ming, daphney, weng kiat, ying and the boyfee

planning to have a small study group soon with the group....

tomorrow no volley training...but guys will be having their friendly with USJj4..

so i think i'm going for basketball training : (

finally is Friday and no tuition for me..*yeepy*

just pure relaxation for me......

just remember that our class had food sales on Thursday...

shit PN ROSE CHAI....

after that day, she dont let us sell anymore...

she claim that we are skipping PNP but it's teacher whom let us out since she finish teaching....

and she doesn't want to listen to our explanation....

*SIGH*

so now all the extra food is in diff friend house.

i did not slept on wednesday night and start preparing th food at 3a.m..

wen and yann slept for 1 hour and i had a hard time waking them up, especially shea wen

so the whole day in school we are like ZOMBIES

*all picture will be uploaded soon..and u can see it in facebook*

sorry for any inconvenient

will never forget what happen to me n boyfee last night....

sorry that i hurt u deeply....I LOVE YOU!!!

dealing with life

its like 3 a.m and im still on9 blogging..jus change my blog skinn and hope u all love it like how much i love it..
thankx to husy yann which is now in bed with wen.....
well tommorrow will be a hactic day....
sellinf foods...studies..pj and tuition...
well hope all of u enjoy ur weekdays and make the best out of every second




before i leave i would like to wish satya


HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

although u can be quite annoying sometime...but still have a great like ahead....

currently in huey yann house now....
done with the boiling of potato...
alvin T went home...
now shea wen is bathing and i need to teach her physic...
huey yann going to bed and im gonna stay up worrying bout 2molo event


school canteen is currently close for who knows what reason..
so we 5 SIGMA randomly suggest to sell food...
so now we gonna sell food and beverage to all student..


i miss my baby so much..
sorry didnt really teman you today...
having tuition for everyday except for tuesday and friday...
others are busy till i have no time to study or do homework.
darling i miss you so so much darling
sorry i cant teman you darling
im really sorry...

2nd week was.......

when to a buddhist youth concert at MTC on saturday night.......

amazing dance...drama and hymms from all...

met up with guan, maxon and ching there...

miss them lots

sunday when to fo guang shan after the first day of TQG...

remember the first time and the last time i've been here..

it was for my first TDC...missing the days now*

they said this painting was colourless when it first got here and no one knows how the colours came out.

was yann birtday on 11th january 2010...

last minute surprise mini party for her...

after school went lunch with the gang...after that i lied to them saying that my mom ask me buy serai..i went to the bakery and met yewvinn and ming chang there.

bought her a small cupcake and she thought that was her cake...

after that yv lied that he have to go home ald.

then after lunch went to her house and say that we want to lepak

we walk home and i got contact with yv about the situation at home....

once yann walk in the house john cover she eye out of a sudden and she shouted..

then yv and ming chang holding the cake and she was super surprise....

it was one memorable bitrthday for her...

we also made her a picture card which consist of all our time together.

looking for biology tuition...

any suggestion...went to kuantum for trial with john and yann and darsheen...satya was there and all 5sigma student was wearing black*high5*....... the tuition was not really that good...

so looking for another one...

going orientation tomorrow..than tuition at anthony and after that camp reunion.

LifeIsn'tThatHard

Being the girl isn't the best thing to be....

loving a boy is not a easy thing to do....

living with 5 members is not easy to do....

but loving you was just like what i was meant to do since i saw you....

i love you darling boy....

please do not worry about anything and just study for spm and

JIA YOU!!!I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT!!!

<3>

5 SIGMA

anyone remember this picture??haha.. its 4 SIGMA...

now growing to be 5 Sigma and a wonderful family...

rachel's party at 3k, subang.....

its all sigma and we party all night long....

haha

first time wearing a dress FYI..haha

FirstDayWasWonder

went to bed....tuck myself in and have a great dream about the first day of school

and finally getting to see my dear bf...

woke up early cause shew wen and i and yann made a promise to start studying and not play when school start...

so wen ask me to reach school early so that we can book a place in front and we can concentrate on everything teacher is teaching..

school was amazing on the first day...

john was sitting behind me and i always wonder is that a good thing...*hide*

so the 3 of us.stick together in class like best fren...

yann, sue and wen...guess who is who?

and there's a new born couple in the class...

unexpectedly...nazrin and ying...

long story short we wanted to play with them on the first day of school and

haha....they are the monitor and asst monitor of our class..

and another couple, hui ying and tek soon is the k.keceriaan and k.kebersihan of our class..

our classs is like a big family...love them so much...

all our teacher for this year was great...more experience teacher and more strict teacher...

homework is like piling up day by day...

on the first day of school guess what?/

i studied...*wth*

well i promise myself when school started i will start studying for spm...lol

thursday was AGM koku...

joint leo...basketball and rela...

got post in basketball as setiausaha

guesss what??you looking at the hang tuah naib pengerusi

gonna get busy with club and all and OMG i cant believe im form 5 ald.....*wink*wink*

currently loving

and not forgetting <3>

my dad was shock when he saw me studying on the first day of school...

he was like are you ok??dont so stress ya?l8r spm come then u become crazy d lo...

but i think its better to start early and you start later and u regret you didnt start early right?

well when i get stress during study..

i always have you by my side and also not forgetting

JUNK FOOD!!!

well currently looking for tuition for physic and also bm...

i think will be joining john for anthony tuition and bm stilll looking for it...

well school started..homework rolling in and stress climbing on my head.....blogging will be a weekly thing or maybe a monthly thing..so readers...do wait for me

look at them..another 5 new baby hamster..anyone wan??

p.s://people said i look different from last year..hhmmm.

well i did grew thinner..

.was about 44kg last year and now im like 41.6kg

and today i check im like 40.1 kg..OMG!!

i was being a pig during holidays ,

eating ,watching tv and eating my whole holiday

and i became thinner... wonderful isnt it?