college life here i come

and yes i am ready for college.

daddy making me nervous...making fun of me.

bringing back memories when i first enter kinder-garden..

but those were good memories...

never cried when it was time to go kinder-garden, primary or secondary

on the other hand, both my brothers have problem for that...

they will start shouting, crying and pulling everything they can to no let my parent go home..

so im done packing things for tomorrow orientation

shall go get ready for BFF cheer practice

oh do come and support us, SJBAYS

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=184262161591086

love ya

help?

this is my room condition..

waiting for boy to have a off day and come clean for me.

i should maybe change the queen size bed to single bed??

YES? NO?

cheer all day long

im sorry for neglecting this blog so long...

maybe just s short update on what's happening

first of all

I join cheerleading...FINALLY! ! !♥♥

having this mini competition this saturday during BFF

but im having practice with CHEER ACE♥..

its a group under CHARM(malaysia cheer team)

practice is fine....loving the people there..

they will catch u no matter what...

this week im practically occupied at night with cheer practice with the YS gang

and tomorrow is futsal time

and the rest of my day is just stoning at the 4 wall in my room and lappie

but not tomorrow..having college orientation tomorrow

yupie im starting college soon.

january intake

SAM(South Australian Matriculation )

in taylors main campus

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i hope i see familiar faces tomorrow..

lets pray that i know someone from the same class

cheer

back from cheer practice,♥

had one in the morning which is for this up coming competition among Buddhist youth

and i just came back from one which is the real thing

♥CHEERACE♥

it was fun and superb tiring

♥thank you baby for fetching me there and after that supper....♥

i think i have talent in it

*self praise*

did alot of stunts in the morning and night

and i am exhausted

but there is practice tomorrow again and i have to rush back to go IMU since they are having their open day

really hope i excel in cheer....♥♥

i am so serious

although parent didnt really encourage me in joining cheer, but.........oh well

i've been wanting to join cheer since secondary, but not that interested in the school team cause of some reason

then when yong hui approach me during form5,

parent say i have to focus on SPM, so didnt join cheer and dance

and now COLLEGE...oh well.....

gtg hit the sack now,

*muscle aching*

broken road

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

why?

Tell Me Why lyrics
Songwriters: Rose, Liz; Swift, Taylor Alison;

I took a chance, I took a shot
And you might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground, I see who you are

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then you cut me down

And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around

And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me, why?

You could write a book on how
To ruin someone's perfect day
Well, I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what I'm trying to say, oh

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me, then push me around

And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/tell-me-why-lyrics.html]

Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me, why?

Why do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside?
Why do you have to put down my dreams
So you're the only thing on my mind?

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you want me then cut me down

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I've got no one to believe in
You ask me for my love then you push me around

Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me, why? Why? Tell me, why?

I take a step back, let you go
I told you I'm not bulletproof
Now you know

i'm only me when i'm with you

I'm Only Me When I'm With You lyrics
Songwriters: Orrall, Robert Ellis; Angelo; Swift, Taylor Alison;

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky

And sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true

And I don't try to hide my tears
The secrets, all my deepest fears
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/i_m-only-me-when-i_m-with-you-lyrics.html]
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I?m with anybody else
It?s so hard to be myself
And only you can tell

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true

And I?m only me
Who I wanna be
Well, I?m only me when I?m with you
With you, oh, yeah

i never told you but i hope i have the chance too

I Never Told You lyrics

I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
But I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you
I can't believe that I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

I see your blue eyes, everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to, when I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/colbie-caillat-lyrics/i-never-told-you-lyrics.html ]
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
I can't believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
I can't believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

home sweet home

i am back home from kota bharu, kelantan

went there for about a week to visit my grandma

she just finish her 4th operation on her leg,

on the wheel chair,

so i went back to visit her....

cousin brother came and pick me from the air port before he goes to work

so i just lepak whole day and do nothing much,

but it was great to see my cousins and grandma again

and my two cousin brother never fail to bring me out for supper

met some of their friends and they are hilarious peeps

to add on that, coincidence it was cousin birthday

so went back to bake her a birthday cake..

ok i shall let the picture do the talking

grandma on bed

and yes they are crazy like this

forgotten to rotate

opps

again...hehehe

and yes she is holding my ah boy

with grandma

love her so much that i will make her carry me

dinner when aunt and uncle went to some function

TRUTH

all i ever wanted was i man who can tell me the truth

even if it is hard to listen

even if it is hard to accept

even if it hurts me

even if it makes me hate you

ALL I NEED IS THE TRUTH

* sometimes, even truth is a word too big for a big man to handle *

incident which changes my life

went to the hospital with grandma yesterday, went into the room where she will be taking out her stitches. i as a good granddaughter went in and hold her hand to accompany her. when the nurse start taking it out..i was fine,looking at her taking it out, i thought it was okay for me.Suddenly my tummy feels fuzzy, vision got blurred and i suddenly feels dizzy. i told myself hang in there, few more stitches and it will be done. after that went out the room, ask my cousin where is the toilet, on the way there, i puke in my mouth. went to the toilet and wash up. this incident makes me wanna reconsider for the 723691468946215492560326542 times on what i wanna be when i grow up...that is the incident which change my life in 2011

look! !

new year new hair ♥

just came back from pyramid, a cut above academy

and got my new look...

CURLY HAIR

reach there early and had breakfast at MCD

went up at 11a.m when it opens

oh god..i was so frustrated waiting to get it done,

and the hair dresser is super slow,

they are so lucky they didn't give me any paper or form to comment on.

oh well they are students and it is only rm25 for cut,wash,blow and perm

and it did turn out OK

and a good point is the hair dresser there(student) are kinda cute

sue li is satisfied

oh and mommy got her hair cut for rm 5

okay...presenting.........

*old hair style*

gonna miss those messy and un-presentable hair

and now the new hair

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hope you like it

♥♥

please give some comments

me and mom ask where to get those voucher,

and here we go..if any of you want this voucher, please leave me a message

♥

2010-2011♥

spend my new year eve with the family ♥ in the curve,

it was a family tradition which i made with my parent:

which is to spend my new year eve with them

*unless they don't want me anymore*

*unless i am married already*

*unless i am in oversea*

*terms and condition apply*

♥♥♥♥♥

BEST FIREWORKS EVER

COLBY ODONIS WAS THERE TO PERFORM

mom

bro and dad

me and dad

mommy and daddy

us

dinner at

italiannise

(2010)

our tradition in the family to fine dine for new year dinner

mommy and papa

spend the first day of new year with him

♥

and yes

my two best guy friends had left for national service just today

and i seriously miss them alot already

shall go visit them on sunday with the rest

julian

♥

chen shen

♥

well at least i get to spend the final day with them

♥ shopping! ! ♥

this is the total cloths i bought since after SPM...

well there are some more but i had to wear them already

FINALLY! ! !

♥my shoe♥

so it is 2011 already

and a lot of things had happen....

well maybe this is how i should start my year...

lets just hope it gets better and better

♥