holiday fever

EXAM IS FINALLY OVER!

now i got my holiday time table start

MON:.......

TUES:......

WED:......

THRUS:.....

FRI:......

SAT:.....

SUN:....

OMG THERE"S NO TIME FOR STUDIES???

oh ya..holiday is use for relaxing..hahaha....

i hope i gt time slot for going out with <3> and the gang...

haix

oh well...

i bought 3 dress at romp that day in mid valley when realizing stress with the family

*hope can go to the dinner on that night*pray hard for me people

this is was my little puppy...

and now his like not a puppy anymore...

super huge and waiting to bring him out so that he can drag me in the streets

went meeting with the empire gallery manager on the venue of our SMKSU prom2010...

everything is going down smoothly...

now we need to decide on the date to get everything moving...

so SMKSU peeps please go to my facebook and vote by saturday

empire gallery

exam is just one day away and i cant wait for it to end..

leaks are flowing through my mail

*study smart*

result are coming n some are in teachers hands

add math there;s like 30 fail and 1 A+

hope i get good result

tomorrow is chem paper 3 n physic paper 3

cant wait for it to be over then i'll be busy with

security stuff for my TDC12 camp...

driving n a lot more...

cant wait for uncle to get back from indo

then i'll get his laptop

*maybe*

lets just hope for the best

went EMPIRE GALLERY

with dad,john and yann

the ball room is like a time travel tunnel..

its super nice.

had a meet up with the manager

discuss on stuff and we went hunting for the sponsors..

after that sat yann car back

OMG

she drive car super scary..

lucky i got back in one piece...

THANKX YANN

i'll drive you one day then...

relaxation is no point..

wesak day was the boom of the week..holiday for me n my lovely brain

exam is just another week..

and then is holiday for me..but i willn't call it a holiday...

gonna be busy with so so many things

next Friday which is right after the exam day..

will be having my driving class again

Saturday going to Malacca with SJBA

Sunday is the praying day for my grandpa

Monday is my PRA TEST for my driving

Thursday is my awesome camp day till Sunday...

cant wait at all to met all the new faces for this year TDC12

me as a security..

WOW

first time being the security...a little scary but..

well i am a cilli padi if u notice..

so i don't think there will be a prob..

the only prob is i willn't be free for my phone..

which means no bf for that 4 days...

*sob*sob*

this exam is just ridiculous

everyone is having the leak paper and its like doing the paper like exercise.

n i heard trials will be like this too..

so what's the point for exam??

oh well..

i'll just go with the flow and well..

maybe use the tips to help me..hehe..

missing being relax for once...

wondering when the time will come for that time to relax??

exam week are like....

exam was fine...

all the question was leak....

even the sejarah answer are too...

but angels like me only study the topic that are leak and didnt go look for the leak answer..

so for any one out there which have leak topic on BIO, PHYSIC and CHEM

thats all i need now....

having you by my side helps me a lot in releasing stress

thankz alot baby<3

well off to start studying for my science subject...

wish me luck...

love you...

chaoz..

fun n games??

went to taylors dram extravaganza with this sexy ladies....

after that went to pyramid with nat n munyee n dear<3 to buy our dancing cloths...

after that went to look for dear sister n she fetch me home..

thankx a bunch to her....

life is so unexpected....

full with ups n downs......

but

all we need is friends n family and everythings is gonna be alright

especially when u have your love one with you<3

un-organise

sorry reader for the un_updated blog...

there so many things happening in my life...

i'll up date my blog soon k?wait for me...

im just really busy and stress up with everything..

EVERYTHING in my life is unorganise...

<3sue

busy week

this is not the current me colour

im currently becoming darker than ever

even my brother says that i look like a malay

training training training

basketball

volleyball

saringan

u name it i done it

had saringan last week and i got in finals for 200m n 100m

amazing rite people

next week willnt be attending school for the whole week due to the MSSD-s

monday till friday is basketball

wednesday til thursday is volleyball

will be flying from sk to usj14 for basketball on both days

im really stress up rite now

homework all piling up and im not doing anything about it

i haven even studies and mid-term is coming soon..

all i need is HELP!!!!

been going through and flow from home to the hospital..grandpa is admitted there...

and next week is gonnA be a hardcore training for me

basketball and volleybal...

MSSD is around the corner and homeworks are gonna pile up like twin tower..

im stressing on everything and anything that come in the way

i don't know how to overcome it..

and i don't have the confidence to do it at all...

ALL I ASK FOR IS A BREAK FROM ALL THIS AND JUST LIE THERE AND D>E

FAIL

this few days has been a down pour for me..

i have no idea who an i anymore...

i failed myself ,my dream and me..

i don't know how to move on from here..

i don't know how to move on from here..

i need a break from all this and time is never gonna wait for me..

:-(

back from leo camp.....3D2N....

i lost my voice but the camp was great..

2nd night was the best..

BBQ NIGHT

but its the test for patient...

took like 3 hour to bbq 6 freaking chicken....

but when the chicken reach ur mouth

OMG>>its like heaven man.

this is the chicken fron heaven.....

credits to sher mun,ben,kern ling and jia chien

my chef-s for that night..hehe

the next day played volley with the team and guess what?

sue li is able to over hand..

but more practice is needed people

the saddest thing during this holiday was..

on friday...boyfee had friendly with cahaya at court 2

and he sprain his foot....

dam sad..

today his dad brought him to hulu langat to see the doctor..

now he have a big bandage on his poor leg

and he may need to use a tongkat when he goes to school

i will be there for you dear...supporting you all the way...

will be having 2nd TDC meeting and i wish everything goes well..

.....

last night movie was good....

wanted to met up with the BOYFEE..

but too bad he was not in time...

had a long talk with him about stuff and everything is alrite now.

today i went to the bengkel kereta in the early morning..

waited for like 2hours before the class started...

then when under the sun during the class...

came home...bath for jesper and did some add math...

walk to boyfee on the phone awhile and he told me a good news that make my tears roll down..

he got 72 for english...

a subject he passed one time before...

im very proud of you.

will be going for leo camp tomorrow onwards..

gonna lost my voice peeps..

<3>

relaxation??

just came back from meeting for leo leadership camp which is this thursday...

gonna have so so much fun u know..

after that went to book a date for my amali driving class so that my L licence can be out asap....

so i will be going for the 3 hour class tomorrow and will be going for the next class next friday...

i hope i can make it for the parking*close eye and hide*

will be going out tonight with the brothers and friends...

i think we are watching remember me....

so ya..finally some relaxation during holiday.....

after that..

its gonna be a serious time for me..

<3>

didnt really get a good night sleep last night.........*sigh*

better luck next time

it was black last night when i was halk way doing my undang test..

what a luck...hehe...

so beg my parent to bring us out to somewhere so that i can do my undang book.

went there till 12 plus...

brother and cousin watch football match

and

it was sad night..boyfee lost his wallet which has his

IC,LICENCE AND ALL MY PICTURE in it

so he went and did a police report and gonna redo his driving test to get his licence.....

and look what i got..

woke up early morning with a msg receive from boyfee.....

pull myself downstair and do my undang test practice...

and well well well..

I PAST PEOPLE!!!!

went da pao at ss14 after that and

saw boyfee when fetching my brother after his basketball training...

will be going for my next course this week....

went home and played with JESPER

took a bath for him...

and real

gonna be busy by then...

leo leadership camp....and more more more...

****

hey readers,

will be going for my undng test now...

i really hope i can past people..

*its really freaking me out*

there's a first time for everything

first time webcam with boyfee at night...

missing him so much...

busy busy day

woke up early and called ching and the gang to confirm about our lunch date.

woke the brother up and went to pick ching and went to pyramid...

had subway for lunch and rush to temple for our 1st TDC meeting...

before i forget

HEY PEEPS!!!

TDC12 IS BACK!!!!

after meeting

went home and took a short nap....

woke up and went for dinner with the family..

mua gonna take my undang test tomorrow so

*cross my fingers*

hope that i pass and faster get my licence.

how

to

make

a

decision???

.......

i cant sleep right now..

having so many things going through my head i just really don't know what to do...

i have no idea who am i gonna be and what am i..

i been so busy with life that i can just miss those small thing that means so much to others..

i just wish that there was some book on life and i can just flip into pages and solve the problems...

i really don't know what to do anymore...

im lost and i need to find the map quickly before i drop into the black hole of man eating things

chant and cheer

GO GREEN

ITS CLEAN

ITS CHEERIE

AND ITS HEALTY

CLEAN LAND

CLEAN AIR

AND PEOPLE LOVE TO STARE

this is the chant which was going on in my head for the whole day..

5 SIGMA cheer group won 1st in the moral competition chant n cheer.

wai kynn+john+alvin w+darsheen+hui xiang

=

shea wen+huey yann+poh ming+*mua*

was in it...

we had so much fun..

we only took one day to prepare the whole cheer...

it was totally cool and interesting

when we were performing

i see the expression on the judges faces...

it was...WOW!!!

haha

thank for every one that cheer for us...

ming came over to sleepover last night..

we chat for the whole night

and we found so many thing in common...

was trying to finish my moral folio

LOVES HER SO MUCH!!!!

we were tired due to practice and went to bed early..

morning had butterflies in my tummy

boyfee came to school just to teman me..

he was super bored..

went for the opening ceremony and a speaker was invited

she gave a talk on SEX

OMG SEX YOU KNOW

with all the teacher around...

haha

but it was a meaningful and useful talk...

enjoy it lots...

after that we train and train...

and we went 1st and perform 1st..

and the result is that we WON 1ST!!!

super super super proud of us..

we won rm100

sijil and also moral marks....

having training tomorrow and after that tuition..

cant go take my undang test bcuz the metro lady balik kampung

and its not free to register for me..

so now i have more time to prepare for it..

*hooray*

i miss you so much and

im really sorry if i ever did anything to hurt you

its finally over..and something wonderful is rising from the mountain

well well..

march test is finally over..

all the alarms that rang and shouting

:"WAKE UP AND STUDY GIRL!!!"

at 3,4,5 in the morning is finally over

now gonna be busy with some moral chant and cheer competition..which is on friday

so to update on my life..

.

went lagoon with my aunt and cousin.

and on that sunday my family threw me a surprise party.

it was 1 week before my real birthday...

*loves them lots*

on my birthday..i was so grand that it was a holiday..*perasan*hehe

went out with the boyfee and friends..

super big ok

specially just for me

shea wen

it yann ming pau and not forgetting me

my loves

bbf

FOREVER21

the guys

dinner at BBQ PLAZA

us <3

<3

this is what he gave me for my birthday...*sweet*

thanks to the all my friend that celebrated with meXD

and you know this birthday means so much to me.

i had 3 cakes for this birthday..

there's one more cake..

but didnt took a pic of it..

GREATEST NEWS!!!!

guess who join the family on the 7th march

its so cute...

ITS JESPER!!!

grandpa birthday

this are all my cousin except for nic which is in indonesia

all four daughters and all four son in law

*one more uncle is missing*

well today after my march test..

boyfee.yann and ming come over for a movie....

and now im getting ready for my undang test..

parent bugging me to drive to tuition my own...

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY BOY!!!!<3

it was 7th march and the next day was exam...

too bad we cant celebrate our anni..

i love you so much and i cant express my love for you in words

you are my everything

and i know that we can go through ups and downs together.

I LOVE YOU LEE YUN SEM