you are the one

written just for you<3

having you in my life is all i ever want. u were there for me no matter what..
we will go through everything..

u'll hold my hand through out the years and never let it go.
after being with you i could not ask more.

when i am down you are the one who is there to lend me a hand...
a shoulder you will make be rise and shine

you are the only one that can make me laugh when im crying out my tears when i feel like giving up you are the one to support me and help me through it all..

although you cant help me in studies..
you will try your very best to make everything feels right...

you will try your best to even bring the rainbow down for me

being with you is my luckiest and happiest day of my life..

without you i dont even know of im still alive...
when i think of "giving up" you will try your very best to stop me...

when i could not see you.when there is something happening to us...
i cant stop my feeling and just cry and hope that you will be next to be trough it all..

i dont knw how am i ever gonna repay you.. i only have 3 words for you

I LOVE YOU <3

exams

last week have been a scary..stressing....dying exam week for us SMKSU form4 students..
all the book are everywhere..as for me..
i had cried a few...
i repeat myself A FEW buckets of tears just for this year end exam...
but luckily u were there for me..
thnkx a bunch...
now due to the PMR test my exam have to be hold on until its over..but after PMR..its back to studying for only like @$%!^*@%
2 more days of exam???!!!
haha
cant wait to be free from this
plans all planned...
.......shopping.......
.......moviesss.....
....skating......
....boling....
.....and LAGOON......hope mummy let...>.<

before exam week...
went to cameron with the family to enjoy...haix...
so relaxing and freaking cold...
ate lots of straberries and also gave my grandma a surprise birthday
since the whole family was there...
pictures on it will be downloaded soon..
cant seem to find the cable to my phone...
have u seen it???

will update more on the blog after my exams..
cya...
and dont miss me

exam week

last week have been a scary..stressing....dying exam week for us SMKSU form4 students..
all the book are everywhere..as for me..
i had cried a few...
i repeat myself A FEW buckets of tears just for this year end exam...
but luckily u were there for me..
thnkx a bunch...
now due to the PMR test my exam have to be hold on until its over..but after PMR..its back to studying for only like @$%!^*@%
2 more days of exam???!!!
haha
cant wait to be free from this
plans all planned...
.......shopping.......
.......moviesss.....
....skating......
....boling....
.....and LAGOON......hope mummy let...>.<

before exam week...
went to cameron with the family to enjoy...haix...
so relaxing and freaking cold...
ate lots of straberries and also gave my grandma a surprise birthday
since the whole family was there...
pictures on it will be downloaded soon..
cant seem to find the cable to my phone...
have u seen it???

will update more on the blog after my exams..
cya...
and dont miss me

thrusday nite fever

well every thrusday for us teen in ys is a sesat n crazy nite.
i remember last time
pauline came over for slepover.
my both brothers went out for volleyball with ys..
then i was alone home with pauline..btw parent went for dinner..
then suddenly got a call from jem bro saying that they need a basketball..
oh btw it was rainin til about 9??/
so pei song came to my house and get the ball..
then i was like where u going??
he ans: play ball
i was like: pauline u wana go out play ball??
pauline; OKAY
so off we go rushing to change to proper outfit for basketball..
omg we play with out wearing shoe..
hehe it was so much fun..
being with them is the solution of my sadness...
every time when im down n need some laughter...
they are there

so yesterday.
it was raining again...
so we were planning for a suprise party for venice...
we plan to blondfold her with the help of her bf...
and bring her to sunway college basketball court to suprise her..
but the rain didnt stop,,
so we sesat-ly went to rack cafe near sunway college to chit chat..
after getting a msg frm some1...dun knw who.
we went to shell station..we are like gangsta..all on our cars
...pumping up the music..like goin to have a gang fight..
i swear it was so funny...
hehee
after that we went to venice hse to wait her arrival...
waited for a quite long time..
all of us gathered outside her house like there was going to be gang fight.
waited waited..
suddenly her bf come..we was like where's venice..
mana tau she was driving her bf car coming home alone...
so we continue waiting...
suddenly we spot her car...then we all run and hide behind the car
..i swear it was super super funny..
lucky the bf was talking to her on the phone to make sure where was she...
if not our suprice tak jadi..
so we went to the door and suprise her
pei hao spray whipped cream onto our hand to smash her in the face...
mana tau waiting for chance till it melted in our hand...
the story continue..
and it was so so so fun...
thank all for bringing me in the family...
<3

is it call holiday?

well 2molo is holiday and our moral exam had been postpond due to the raya holiday...
in the first place i have no idea why they puy it on that day...haix..
so holiday started and my calender is pack...

friday:
tuition...trainin(but i dun think i'll be going got tuition la)

saturday:
training.....go yann hse get ready for rach party..party..pauline hse slepover and study*we'll try*

sunday:
come back from pauline hse then study??

monday till tuesday:
study

wednesday til friday:
cameron with wee family

saturday:
tuition

sunday:
study

monday:
START EXAM

people wish me all the luck u have..
i need it 100%...
good luck to all who is having exam in mid month of october...
hehe
by the time i finish mine..
its ur turn to suffer..
lovexx

last sunday TQG session was a BLAST!!!

i would love to thank every single one of u that make it a success...

committee and all members...

but i've got to say that it was very freaky talkin to almost 50 of them...

but thank to the help of committee and also not forgetting my lovable EXCO...

i overcome it..*sort of*

after having lunch at ss15 bak kut teh shop..

when for meeting...

plan plan plan...

finish planing for this year...

YAY!!!!

but the sad thing is that

exam is this friday..

and all i start is just chem , moral and a little of add math and physic...

im so stress till i eat every time i study..

dear world,

after exam,i'll be as fat as a pig..and im going to alll voley and mayb basketball training..

i cant wait for exam to be over...

this friday is moral paper and after that is holiday..

which stupid school put the exam 1 day before holiday and continue after 1 week of raya holiday

MY schoooll...

haix..

goin for rachel party this saturday..cant wait man..at last a night to relax...

dear readers,

i'll be back so try not to miss me...

muakx

with love,

jesmine,

sue li,

freeze

sorry readers for not blogging for a long time

i've been busy with temple things,study, yep..

didnt even get to rest during holidays..wat a bad thing to do...

haix...

hope exam can quickly pass and i can relax and jus enjoy the love..

been so stress lately thinking how to study or more important to start from where??

add math???mod math??chem??phy??bio???sej??

haiz...

too many things and too little time

how i wish that a big rock just drop on me and i'll just live a new life somehow...

how i wish that a huge accident jus happen and i just leave just like that..

im so stress up and i dun knw where to start solving my problems...

god please help me

death on the floor

everything is just coming all at once..
just bcuz of 1 piece of paper...
exam gonna start on the 18 september..i repeat SEPTEMBER!!!!
and the best thing is..it end on OCTOBER!!!!&#!(@#&*$(@8
haiz...
had start studying ald...
cancel appointment with my brother to FRIM to PLAY!!!
just to go to MCD to study...after study..release stress at volley training lo...
haix...
ppl wish me luck man...
im really really stress right now...
too many things in my mine....
what if i fail...
then its gonna be my 1 st time failing any test...OMG!!!!
my parent will chop me into pieces....n cook me..
haix.....



blogging will be freeze for few month k??
dont miss me...

pinky promise

gona start serious study from tomorro...
i pinky promise pauline d..
hhmm....
how much does it worth??
hehe...
oh well.
doin it for my own good...
well be busy from now,,
with studies.....

busy

had been busy with YE sales...
glad that over....
friday..
didnt go in class the whole day doin YE thing
at nite went over to yann place to slepover
cuz
the next morning we nid to go pyramid in the morning...
which is as early as 7....!@^%#&^
went out yam cha with her family...
came home n watch PS I LOVE YOU
the next morning went to pyramid for the Sales...
it was super tiring setting up the stall..
after that we went mcd for breakfast..
didnt hav anything cuz i was full..went out for breakfast with yann's dad..
after breakfast..went back n work..
work till 1.30...and went for lunch*leg hurt ald*
went kim gary for lunch...after lunch guess what i did?
ruSh back to work AGAIN!!!
after poor alvin.w shift teman him n shea wen to subway for his lunch....
after that went back n WoRK AGAIN!!!!!
work till 7...
mommy n daddy came n visit..but the stall has close...
hehe
after that went lepak with my cousin...
n went to dinner at the BUFAAALLLOOOO steak house...
super full...*leg hurt**ALOT*
sned my vousin back home n went home n SLEeP!!!!

morning (sunday) woke up n went temple for PINDAPATTA.....blessing....
about 10.30...
went to carefour to do weekly shopping
n im here now blogging
figuring out how to work a sony ericson usb cable so that i can upload the picture....
*argg*

P.s:picture willl be uploaded soon.....

when you believe

had basketball match...
being a useless teammate isn't nice....
i knw how it feels...
haix.
got darker thankx to the friendly sun which came n see me....
try being a refree for the last game 2day...
it was super fun...
seriously...
should try...

after that go makan at 14 ..
jen ning was suppose to follow but..long story...
going to bukit cahaya tomorro...
cant wait..
long time didnt ride bike ad....
hhmmmm

basketball

having 5 on5 basketball match tomorro..
hope there is a chance for us to enter final..
a team with john, chee ching, sem, alvin wong, shea wen, lilien, huey yann and of cuz me..
hope we dont get injured....hhmm....
this week has been boring....
hoping for something interestin to happen......
goin to bukit cahaya with YS..it means bicycle riding...wow....haha

dear is sick.....lol....

COMMITTEES DINNER

sunday
which was TDC committee dinner...
eat seafood....
super chun..
haha.
went there with my brother's car....
the Tan sister followed our car..
SWEA PHIN N SWEA CHINGChing
Phin

after dinner we went to jusco(klang) to jalan-jalan..
then we sat in MCD n chit chat whole nite...
eat ice cream.....take ss photo..
and after that went home.....

the haze in klang area are super super bad at night...

presenting;

dumb blond no1
(biiancaa)dumb blond no 2
(lih wern)dumb blond no 3
(shu hui)guan-ny
Pei song....

dissapointment :-(

I think i have spoken to soon..
seems like im not goin langkawi..
thankz to some people who dont trust me...
n i wrote about u guys in my blog...
super bangga...
but now ...
haix...
*no COMMENT*feel like hiding into a place where no one knows
this is such a dissapointment...
that is such a dissapointment..
my life seems to be going down n down....
well..
at least i have people who care for me for who i am....
loves them so much...
will start studying
to show that something u think is a distraction is not for me...

TEEN!!!

went swimming ystd afternoon...
been in the water the whole day..
morning swimming..afternoon swimming..
ask my mom whether i can go to langkawi n penang with my YEP club..
after "discussion"...
YEAH!!!.
hehe
thankz mummy for trusting me...
i'll behave...n STUDY....
not gonna get distracted by.......................
but if my exam result is bad this term...
is because i dun understand apa teacher talking..
hehe



had meeting this morning.
being hyper 2day dun knw y.
mayb cuz i saw my kalyana mitra??
(dun knw what does it mean??ehipassiko....dun knw what does that mean too????ask me)
hehe..
meeting wasnt stress....
ppl address me as senior leh...
BANGGA....*stress* hehe...joking..
after that jun keat fecth me n ching to ching hse for lunch
meet up with my bro(jem) n phin(ching's sis) yong hui n pei hao...
order pizza.....
gossip with ching...
now im home blogging...
goin out later for dinner with them again...cant wait...


p/s: tal....my blog is not dead...ur just NOT UPDATED by my NEW blog....
p/p/s: justin..u too
p/p/p/s: CHING!!!!!!U TOOO......n i've enlarge my pic so that u can cc.
lol

FUN DAY!!!

friday afternoon was boring...
plus i didnt go school..the day seem to be long..hhmmm...
went to my room n did my moral folio...
done 2 karangan...

after that text yann n ashe said she not goin tuition
.so ask my mom to send me to her hse...
went to her hse n went online searchin for cheerleading video..
..had dinner...play with her super fat dog which she always complain she's fat.
..(but cute).....
then went to ming condo for bio project...
ying was there ald...they look sweaty when v arrived...t
hey said they've been running alot....
*they went pyramid n watch harry potter*...
.then we did our power point..
which was super hard..plus using a laptop...OMG....haix...
got angry with it sooner o later....after that ying went home..
then at about 11...shea wen came...leapk downstair awhile.
then continue our slide...
after that was movie time.....watch exorcism of emily rose....
ming was askin for it since she's been to my hse...
then one by one falling aslepp.i was the only one awake the whole movie...
hey,,this is a reminder to all who have shea wen sleeping with u...
1st..she kick
2nd...dont ask her to wake u up..she annoying...
*sorry shea wen*
morning ,daphney came around 8..
.we continue our presentation....then hurry to change.
.and went swimming..
took lots of ss pic..
and the water was super cold..hehe...
after that we were look outside the hse...cuz ming mom went for breakfast n we terpaksa wait outside..
wait wait...n we got hungry.
.went to kedai runcit to buy some junkfood..
.n sat at the park to enjoy the breeze...
after that we hurry to shower when ming's parent came home...
ate muffin made by her mom..n lepak a the park..
her condo is SUPER SUPER NICE!!!
i can live there man...
whoever is my future husband..
make sure that our hse(condo) have swimming pool,sauna,park,CLEAN and a PUPPY!!!
or else...
im not marryin u...
.came home n im here blogging..

ming

goin to ming hse later nite...
hope dadddy can fetch me..
hehe..
dun really knw whether we r gona slep the whole nite...
daphney said she want to go for a swim the next morning..
so.....girls....bring ur bikini...hehe...
cant wait...
ming wants to watch ghost movie...
well this few days in school we have been telling ghost story....
didnt knw y...
and we knw who is scare of it...
example.....
N.z.r.n
w.i.s.e.
figure out ur slef..
this was a hint..
hehe

haven been studying...
haix..
really dissapointed.....
KUAN SUE LI!!!!STUDY MAN!!!!

H1N1

hey..
jesmine is finally back...
on thrusday..my darling came to my hse to slepover...
was to bored so we ss....
but pauline n i have to idea how to do it..

nicholas baby is goin home today(friday)....to indonesia....
nic n aunt su came my hse on friday
brought them to bukit jalil club for swimming...
play bowlin with my aunt...(its her 1st time)
after the baby was awake..
we change n went swimming with the baby..

next morning...after having breakfast...
we went to midvalley for shopping.....
bought a dress.....2 tops....
we shop till we finally drop..
was happy because i bought my 1st dress...
yay....

on sunday....after breakfast...
when to temple to pray...we teach him how to bow...it was super cute...hehe
after that we are aff to 1 utama....we shop there for the whole day...
when we were leaving in the car..
my dad told my aunt that we only shop on 1 level...
i was like*OMG*
our leg was gonna patah and u tell us that we only walk on 1 level of the whole 1 UTAMA?//
haix...
was happy bcuz i bought another dress...but this dress is to match with swim wear...hehe

my school had road relay yesterday..try running with a serious flu...
dear was like is it ok if u dun run??
hhmmm....
NO!!!!
i've been training...
so i ran....
1st runner was aliah,she came back 2nd....
then it was my turn to shine...i force myself to keep my pace...then i over take esther....
n came back 1st...the distance was quite far...
hehe....then next was ying ying turn...all she hace to do was to maintain the position...
next was shea wen..u dun have to tell her what to do....
she over take the last 3rd runner although she was the 4th runner...
.wow....
and finally we got 1st...same goes to form 5 sigma...
in wednesday...guys had their road relay...and also to 4 & 5 sigma...
thyt got 1st...i guess sigma hav the most sport student in the class...
last year my class which was 3 beta got 1st for guys n girls...lol...im always in the sport class...*bangga*

stay home n ponteng school today...
because i have flu,sorethroat,a little fever n headache....
sound like H1N1 huh???
goin to ming hse to do bio project later 2nite...
gonna have meeting on sunday morning...
n havin dinner with TDC committee on sunday nite...

Family Fun Times

this is nicholas..
he cant stop moving that y i cant get his picture...hehe
he came on thrusday(the day when i went ponteng school at my aunty house)
we went shopping of course....
went parade and carefour...he sat the trolley which is super super cute...
hope it doesnt hurt him..since his smilling so happily....i think is because he saw his best fren...from his house(indonesia)hehe..
then he smile ......

at nite MING n YANN came over to slepover to finish up the poster for the hari keluarga..
then another story of the
ADVENTURES OF MING , YANN AND THE INSECT
haha.
penutup: the will run where ever they can...to be away from IT....hehe
we did our nails...gossip a little(sorry yann u were late only ming n i gossip)....
watch uninvited half way and yann tumbang ad.
then ming n i oso plan stop watchin n slep..

this is yann painting my nails,,,she can do nail art(ONLY FLOWER)this is ming tryin to hide under my blanket....


the next day was HARI KELUARGA...
teacher call us up by rushing us to go school..
lol...
adn its also.....

and its also...
my 4 66666684 266664448883377771777999.....

after spending enough(all my coupon)in hari keluarga..
i rush home n went to my grandma hse for nicholas birthday...

did i mention that my mother side are all good cooks??
they bake a apple pie for nicholas 1st birthday..so cute...
didnt help to bake cuz i was sleeping....this is how the house look like when i came down...so full with family members...this is nicholas cake...
hehe..
his best fren....lol...


and there were many food for dinner...
i almost burst..
hehe..
its like a buffet u hav to line up....
jesmine(me):hey line up n wait for your turn aunty...
Aunty 1: oh we have to...
jemine: ya...show a good example to the kids...
Aunty 2: oh okay...
Cousin1(michael):yummy...second round...
jesmine: second round behind..wait for all the other to take 1st..
hehe...
they are super super funny...
hehe..
its like a family gathering..
all my aunty n uncles were there...
normally one o two will go missing...
hehe
I LOVE IT SO MUCH..
and we took a family picture..
then all my aunty will go make up...hehe...it was super funny...

FUN DAY!!!

did bio experiment 2day in schoool......
it was super fun...
hehe...after school went MYDIN to shop for thing for hari keluarga..
POTATO SALAD>..
bought 15 packets of potato...cuz it was a high demand from the whole class...
i made it...*hide*...
hehe
ppl askin me how to do...(NOT TELLIN PEOPLE)hehe..
went with yann,hui ying teksoon n alvin..n of couse teacher...the 2 love birds...they look like father n mother..hehe
we spend around 200 plus...buying plastic,glove,food thing....wow...


AT NITE
parent plan to go visit my darling cousin after fetchin my brother from tuition...
then call my grand ma...they say they are coming 2molo....
then i was wondering...
if we go 2nite...i can just slepover
PONTENG school>since there was gona b gotong royong<
stay and play vif baby...
hhmmm...
that was what i did...
i pack my stuff and went..hehe..
the baby was SUPER SEMANGAt at nite..although the light was off...
keep rolling here n there...talking to my phone when i was texting..haix...
n its already !@^*12 plus..baby should be sleeping by now...
did u knw baby is the best alarm??
he cry n i wake up..
cool rite??
2molo is his birthday..
n i got hari keluarga...
n 2nite yann is coming over...vif ming(i think)...
hehe..
mayb gona watch ghost movie..
hehe
wish us luck in our sale 2molo....come visit us if possible...
chao...XD