still feeling bored

well im still feeling bored..

been on9 like ages

and time isnt passing quick enough

went to aunt catherine shop and did facial jus now

having a lot of pimples due to exam stress

she press my pimple till my tears came out

after that came home..

then there is nothing for me to do

is weird to say that i hope exam didnt pass that quick.hehe

i'll be stupid saying that..

well goin out soon on 1 june...

with my gang...

vivi,pau n some other school mate...

cant wait...

wat to do?

well..exam jus pass
just yesterday..
feeling bored ald..
started playing facebook..
which i never think i will play..
bt still..hehe.
it was too bored.
n every1 is playing it now..
haix..
munyee n nat came my hse this morning for dance practice.
gona practice for the talent quest..which is 1 month from now...hehe
was super sleepy..
hehe...
after that we plan for our songs...
then out outfit...
going shopping soon....
hehe..
nat n mun are one CRAZY gang.hehe

OVER

exam(midyear) is finally over
feel a little relief...
did not go celebrate...
hhmm..
dun have an idea why..
wanted to go to pauline house for a movie day..
nut sadly she gt tuition..
OMG..
tuition after exam???
hehe..
sorryy....i DUn HAVe!!
haha
feeling bored...
hhhmm..
slep the whole day..
have nothing better to do...
went on9..
found pictures...

from MSSD...
that lisha..she smilling so happily cuz v gt champion agn..hehe

both weeks down....1 whole year to go

exam have just pass...
it's the worse...
gt p..mm...:ssss
sejarah was freaking hard...
1st i did the esei part...
i thoought it will be easy cause the esei part was not a problem for me..
wrote 3 pages....
banggaa...
2nd..i dod the objektif..i knw how to answer...
yay!yay!
3rd...subjektif...
OMG!!!
super hard..
because i didnt read that particular chapter...
they come out that chapter..
super piss.....
mod math teacher came in...saw our class name list..with our mid year marks..
asked frm teacher..
i guess what i got 85!!!yay..3rd highest(highest was 89)
somethin good finally happen for the day..
well...
now i'll be busy with the camp stuff...
hhmmm...
2molo is est test...
STudy???
hhmm...
c 1st..hehe
i made a dicission at the end of sejarah test...
gona start studying after holidays...no delay anymore...
hehe
i would like to thank someone that was beside me the whole time..
supporting me...
love u babe...

one week down..one more week to go

one week of exam had jus pass...

now...

there is still 1more week of touture...
last week exam was horible...
1st day was chemistry..
lucky on tuesday a group of us.ponteng sekolah and went to mcd n study...
thnkx to john i finally understand periodic table..i think.
next was physic on thrusday..
it ws hard to study bcuz there was no help..
n i was helpless..
pauline call me on d phone n try to explain d important part..
bt..im still blurr...
sorry..
hehe
during exam,i was totally blank...
.i remembered d formula b4 exam..
bt..when i open d paper...
my mind n brain was blank//
bt nt as blank as john....
he only did 20bjektif and blank d whole paper..
haha
well...
physic is one of my failing subject...
have decided to start studyin for year end after my midyear holidays...
next come add math....
*wonder who set the exam time table put all d %^@* subject in a row*
actually it wasnt hard...
bt okok la..
pauline cried after exam n say she sure fail ad..
i was like OMG!!!
if she fail...then me???
even worst?
haix...

exam week...yet to come...

well exam week is already next week

n i cant believe i haven b serius in my school work lately...

john n a few of us plan to ponteng school on friday to go to mcd to hav a sigma group study...
well...
end up no girls was goin..
cuz poh ming's mom got pms
so ya...
i ffk john...
SORRY JOHN!!!
then he came bac to school after school hours..
and ask me to go mcd on saturday to study..i ..i cant...SORRY AGAIN!!!
having wesak day..
selling ice cream...(fund raising)
plus i stay up the whole night without any sleep..
tryin to get my chem chap 3 straight....
4a.m went to temple for dana n wesak morning puja....
went market..
went home..
wait for both of my bro..
then off to temple agn..
was in templ till 3+...
thankx to pei song,i finally got thing straight
with the displacement time graph n velocity time graph....
IN UR FACE PHYSIC!!!
now im not that scare of exam anymore...
1000 time thnk to the ppl that supported me all the way...
there when im stress and nid a person to talk,to make me laugh...
you are always there for me...

stress

exam is around the bush...
actually is next wednesday...
omg...
i didnt even start studying..
i tried,...
but u want to know the result???
i over stress and break down....
as in totally breakdown...
on tuesday nite..i tried studying sej..
read 1 paragrah oso cant masuk the freaking brain...
then i started stressing...
then when on to do my add math...
OMG!!
bad choice...
did only 1 LOOONNGG question...
then c the answer...WRONG!!!!
den u knw wat happen next...
rainin!!!
i cry...
not the tears drop type of cry..
its like u break with ur bf that type of cry...
i cant believe form4 has change me...
into a very very sensitive person...
haix...
i NEED HELP!!!

picture time

Fun time is over

dun ask me y is it up side down...i didnt take this picture

fun time is over...
did our performance in smkSJ on saturday..
it was the BOOM!!

our next performance will be in the 20 june in USJ4 for their Leo IR day....

haha...
mssd is over...
we won 1st....
usj--------suck.....
lose d ma lose lo...there's no need to show ur attitude.....
haha....
SMKSU IS THE MSSD BASKETBALL CHAMPION AGAIN!!!
pictures will be uploaded soon....

people who is interested in joining the camp..
sorry sits are running out fast..
so garb a chair n take a sit..
n enjoy the ride.

mssd

well...mssd went on for 1 whole week....
win in every game we play...sort of da pau every team we play..hehe...hope can beat usj 8 in final...n be the champion for mssd again...hehe



well Teen Dhamma camp is coming up...any one interested??
i cant seem to upload any of the poster o flyers..
but if anyone interested..pls do contact me..

Training

this whole week i've been training every single morning...
geting darker n darker each n everyday...
next week is ald mssd...
geting nervous every second....
exam coming...
no time to study....
i think im gonna fail..
calling for help!!!!!
EMERGENCY!!!!

sport day....

woke up at 7 on a sunday morning..
put on my hang tuah shirt and a short pants suitable for running..
went MPSJ...force karen to run 1 lap with me..just to warm up..
after that sport day begin..
it was marching..which was super boring.. and quite messy for the ppl that march...
LUCKY IM NOT IN IT...
haha
well 1st event was 100m finals..
for p3 rachel won first..yay yay hang tuah!!!
the there was 400mx4...i ran for that event..
there was me, rachel, mar sera and amanda..haha...
we was super nervous lookin at hang lekir n hang kasturi..
bcuz that 2 team was our strong fighter...
we plan our stategy and get calm...
i was the 1st runner..lucky i started the run with quite good result..hehe...
not that tiring for my other team mates..
then marsera ran,then amanda.n finally rachel...
i cheer n shouted so laud...
guess what ??
we got 1St!!!!!!
we actually bet hang lekir.hehe.
when v went up n receive our GOLD medal..
they annouce that we broke the record...OmG!!!
hang tuah(us)broke the 4oox4 record!!!
haha
SUPER HAPPY!!!
after that rachel n amanda came to me with a good news..
rachel n amanda:'' hey sue li,u running 4x100m...''
sue li:" wat the hell!!since when i run short distance???""
so i went for practice when there was a half an hour short break...
then it all comes to me agn..us (me, amanda. marsera n rachel)..we got ready..
n guess wat??
im like the 1st freakin runner again!!
OMG!!!
PRESSURE!!!
haha...finnaly guess what??
the competition among Hang Tuah n hang Lekiu was super exciting for the spectators......
WE WON AGN!!GOLD AGN!!!
thank to rachel..she was competing with aliah(hang lekiu) for the last 100m...
haha...that day i didnt even felt tired after running so much!!
mayb cuz we WON!!
haha
pictures will be uploaded soon!!!hehe

xoxo,
sue li

party all night

morning woke up like normal school day n went for basketball training.not many un18 came..just me,karen ,kai yee ,en yee..the rest i have no idea where they went..hehe...we ran 20 round for warm up...hehe..sun bian can train for my running for hari sukan which is 2molo..gona run 4x400..wish me luck man..MUST WIN..hehe...2nite gonna have a party for my elder brother, jem 18 burfday..his 18 now..hehe..old ad..haha..sore bro...

this is the 3 of us..

jeremy(middle)-eldest

jason(on the left) -youngest

the CLIMB

this song,

related to me in so many ways...*haiz*

i can almost see it

that dream i am dreaming

but there's a voice inside my head saying

you'll never reach it

every step im taking

every move im make feels

lost with no direction

my faith is shaking

but i gotta keep trying

gotta keep my head held high

there's alway gonna be another mountain

i'm always gonna wana make it move

always gonna be a uphill battle

sometimes im gonna have to lose

aint about how fast i get there

aint about what's waiting on the other side

its the climb

the struggles im facing

the chances im taking

sometimes might knock me down

but no, im not breaking

i may not know it

but these are the moments that

im gonna remember most, yeah

just gotta keep going

and i, i got to be strong

just keep pushing on

'cause there's always ganna be another mountain

im always gonna wanna make it move

always gonna be a uphill battle

sometimes im gonna have to lose

aint about how fast i get there

aint about what's waiting in the other side

it's a climb, yeah!

there's always gonna be another mountain

i'm always gonna wanna make it move

alwasys gonna be an uphill battle

somebody's gonna have to lose

aint about how fast i get there

aint about what's wrong on the other side

it's a climb, yeah!

keep on moving,keep climbing

keep the faith, baby

it's all about , it's all about the climb

keep the faith, keep your faith whoa

fun??

went for audition in smksj on thursday..got pass....woohoo...haha...nid go ahopping for the attire..hehe....hhmm...our performance is gona b on the 2nd may09 at smksj..its leo ir day..hehe...come support..althought im not frm sj..but come support me..im dancing.haha...other than 2nd may...there also wang lee hom concert..and look what i have here.

the ticket!!!

haha..daddy went pj to buy..me,my 2brother n my cousin sister who go with us to every concert like jay chao,avril n lee hom... to babysit us..hehe...

p/s:LONG LIVE DADDY N MUMMY!!!

p/p/s:thank for babysitting this 3monkeys every concert..hehe

STRESS!!!!

this few day i've been talking about stress.when im stress i get emotional...seriusly..ystd i tried studying physic...i bang my head onto the table..seriusly bang!!!!then EVERYtime i try studying..sometimes it work sometime it just doesnt..then i breakdown..n cry.."what a cry baby!!"during chemistry i shouted at my whole class cuz was to noisy and i cant hear what teacher saying..and im sittng rite infront of her...seriusly right infront of her...cuz i sit on the teacher's table.haiz.then everyone followed.then came that freaking john.showing off his chemistry which he understand after goin to mrs kwan tution.(wanted to join but it full.n only saturday can.but i gt freaking basketball trainin then)....

sometimes i feel like dying..running away and all sort of stupid things..haiz...seriusly need a big big big help...haiz...dun knw what's happening to me..breaking down soon..my life of form4 has been dead..everyday i come back from school..i dun really watch tv..after lunch go up my freaking heaty room and do hw o study..same goes at night...haiz..

LIFELESS!!!

no entertainment at all@@. .STRESS!!!!

worse day ever/

let me tell u an experience i cant 4get...what stressnes can lead to...
the week started badly(13 april 09)..monday went to school.had tummyache..it was freaking pain.after when n rest in PBSM room.ate "hoong sa wan" got there are air in my tummy...*sob*super pain okay...OMG...feel lkke crying..slept for awhile in the room.my fren kitt mun n sze ling slept on the table while i sleep on the bed provided..hehe..(of cuz i dust it 1st)hehe..after that the pain doesnt go away/it love me so much...lolz...my fren say i cant stay in PBSM room for to long...the max is one period.so i went back class without feeling any better..then when i entered class..i feel like vomiting..i told hui yinh then she went n help me buy water.then i told her i need to rest in PBSM room agn.then pei nee came n jaga me..at that time..i felt like vomitting..seriusly..so i ask pei nee.she say u either drink gassy drink o eat sweet.so she went n buy sweet frm the canteen for me..i ate the 1st one..then i run to the mini sink in the room n stand there..getting ready to puik..but i felt better..sort off..then i ate the sencong sweet..i rush back to the sink band n**&@%^#@&i vomitted..omg...it dam touturing..haiz..then i sleep a while till 1p.m.then i went back to class....when i was walking back to class..i felt dizzy n had ears block...when to the toilet to wash my face...n guess what???i vomit agn...as there is ntg to vomit anymore i vimited all the water..n my face turn pucat...this was my worse day ever....OMG....n the pain stoped totally the next day afternoon.imagine how i sleep at nite...haiz...

weekends...

well..got pissed a few times 2day...1st for add math then for chemistry....add math made me seriusly piss..my fren was scare to ask me y...hehe...hui xiang was sitting neat to me..he knws that i was piss..so he was praying that i didnt wack him.since every1 knw that i wack ppl like a guy..hehe..

weekend are here...2molo there's Leo ir day..yay..yay..hehe...2day after school,hui ying goin shopping for dress for the event..they say there 70% off..OMG!!!.wanted to go..but know that my parent willn't allow..so didnt waste enery n time asking them..oh well...jus gona put on something semi-formal..hehe..mayb a mini skirt n a nice top??hhmm...

my darling coming over 2nite..for a sleover..to catch up with our gossip story..

-dont ask y are v in lady look...jus finish photo shot on klang...-

hehe...2molo there trainin in school..long time didnt attend training ad..cuz was busy on last few saturday...(shea wen dun blame me..was busy)...hehe...sunday..4.30...have to go MPSJ to train running for sport day which will be on next sunday...since sport day is on sunday..monday is HOLIDAY!!!!!hehe...get to rest a day...

kiss...

got this from yann's blog..hehe...find it quite meaningfull...
What each kiss means...
kiss on the stomach - i'm ready
kiss on the forehead - i want to be with you for the rest of my life
kiss on the ear - you're my everything
kiss on the cheek - you look so cute?
kiss on the hand - i adore you
kiss on the neck - we belong together
kiss on the shoulder - i want you
kiss on the lips - i love youWhat the gesture means...
holding hands - we definitely like each other
slap on the butt - that's mine
holding tight - i don't want to let go
looking into each other's eyes - i like you for who you are
playing with hair - tell me you love me
arms around the waist - i like you too much to let go
laugh while kissing - completely comfortable with youAdvice...
don't ask for a kiss, take one
if you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in love

tuitionSS....

well..been looking for tution this whole week..to chase up with all my science subect..almost everyday..my frens will get a question from me...:"do u knw where to take physic tuition???chemistry tuition???bm tuition???"o"where do u go for tuition??good arh..can understand??"

well..2day i went for my 1st physic tuition..was super blurr...cuz teacher started teaching momentum..and my slowpoke school teacher is just at velocity time graph...haiz..*stress*2day my chem teacher teach chemical formula thingy i didnt understand..then i got stres**and started shouting at every1 that talk to me..thosand apologise for that...same goes for add math.,hehe..lucky i got a few fren like SHEW WEN...HUEY YANN...KITT MUN...to help me...thank ppl...hehe..

well off to study ald..let the nerd reveil...

**jus realise sej exam till chap4...n teacher is only finishin chap2...**add math till chap6...teacher teaching quadratic funstion only...***

gona release stress this saturday nite..at leo or day...hehe