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Feelings

2012-02-09T18:06:00.001-08:00

Today is my last weekday here in Malaysia before I return to my second country that I will spend my next 5years there. The feeling of not wanting to return to that unfamiliar place has fill my body. There is nothing that I can do to stop me from returning there but to face it for he next 5 years. But no worries. I will return . Yes mommy n daddy?

Month sary

2012-02-07T00:48:00.001-08:00

Happy monthsary elephant..we manage to celebrate with family.a family trip to one of the highest waterfall in msia..didnt take a picture of it.but I think there is a picture in my brother's fb...

Oh to add on to it with icing tops..daddy bought me my iPod touch..thank you daddy.early birthday present since I willn't be in msia during my bday. :(

second flight home

2012-02-04T09:04:00.000-08:00

Finally the day i have been waiting for since SEM 1 ended...HOME!!!

nothing beats the feeling of see-ing everyone back home...

best things is that it was a CNY break... GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI YA

definately enjoy my trip so far here..

going back for "tuan yuan fan" with the family, going for holiday with my family..

babe surprise me too!! he tag along ..thank you daddy and mommy and babie...

i have nothing to blog much..but do enjoy the pictures...

outfit for the flight back

the gang who had the same flight with me

my consultant

the bestie

night out to cheras pasar malam with the bestie and juls

my fluffy doggie

MCD!!!

out with the family to kl

let go back to bandung

with the family and fatty babie

him and my younger brother

kawah putih, ciwedey

lovely area for lunch

at the hotel

couple converse shoe..both for less than rm 200

number 3

2012-01-13T20:16:00.001-08:00

well in a blink of an eye ,

its already 2012 ♥

actually told myself to take one day at a time this year, no stress, no expectation and no disappointment. and i have started my year with studying for remedial.

what a great start no?

Even when i started studying for remedial last minute,

i did not feel regret that i spend more time playing than studying.

all i plan to do is to TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME. ♥

its thursday and there are 3 more days till i reach back HOME SWEET HOME!!!

cant wait to touch down on home land.

the excitation is just filling my body.

i actually already pack my bags to bring home.

was in the mood with the rest who just went back today.

they didnt have to take another paper therefore they get to fly back earlier.

3 MORE DAYS!!!

and i will be home. who will be waiting for my arrival??

♥

anyone?

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2011-12-29T18:55:00.000-08:00

its gonna be an end to this year.. 2011 is gonna be a bye bye to us all.

thinking back to all the things happen this year..

2011 is the year where i start my college year. but due to a lot of complication-ssss.

I am now currently studying in UNVERSITY OF PADJADJARAN, JATINANGOR, INDONESIA.

taking a dentistry course for 5 plus year. when i got here i was suffering from so many things..some people just don't understand.seriously you guys just don't understand. but what can be done? so what can i do is to pick all this pieces and put it all to good used.

when i think about what i do through out this year, came to think of it. i didn't accomplish anything that make me proud.

next year is 2012 and is it gonna be the end of the world? if it will be, then at least i get to die as a dentist in the making.

well all i can tell you is at this moment, i miss home, i miss family, i miss my baby, i miss my friends, i miss everything back in malaysia.. but who ask me to decide to come here right? hahahhaa..indonesia is nearby, i shall go back home often. yes dadddy n mommy?

oh oh, i get to see fireworks tomorrow too... we went to bandung to buy some fireworks.. and yes no police will come to arrest us..its indonesia...so people....

HAPPY NEW YEAR

UAS

2011-11-30T09:31:00.000-08:00

its already gonna be the end of my finals SEM 1... tomorrow will be the second last paper..cant wait for it to be over...well hoping that all my sacrifice for not sleeping pays up with good result.

but oh well if i didnt do well..just have to study again for remedial..but its so tiring and boring no? keep studying the same thing again and again.

well directly before my finals, uncle brought me and his family to bali for a 3 days 2 night holiday...*sorry picture are in facebook* brought book to study but dont remember what i studied..oh well...at least that paper is over... after next wednesday when my finals are over.. i think im inda on a 2 and a half month holiday.. *JUMP FOR JOY* will be bugging my parent to buy me plane ticket to go home..aawww how much i miss home. my parent. my family. my house. my JJ. my baby boy, sem. my bed. the food and OMG so much more...indonesia can never be compare with malaysia man..although everybody was like : omg ur going bandung? its like shopping heavn..well to tell the truth,im kinda bored of it already..only go there if i have the free time.and if i need some clothes from the factory outlet...

okay..its already 12.37am..need to sleep and wake up at 2am to study...yes this was like life for the pass few days during finals..wanna see my panda eye? hahahhaha.....

UAS

2011-11-16T07:31:00.000-08:00

♥ loving the jacket ♥

ready for class

well finals are next week and half of me is ready for it and half is not..

and we only got to know bout the exam timetable one week before the exams.

it was suppose to be in December, but the office say that the exam timetable given was only for subjects like, philosophy,religion and ect.. and the important subject like anatomy, physiology and histology is up to the lecturer incharge in that faculty.

LUCKY for us, they have to put it just next week.. feeling so stress up lately..

since UTS ended..(Ujian Tengah Semester) i have been waking up at 3am or 4am to study...yes i do that every weekdays...just to get on tract with the syllabus which is one week one chapter of each (anatomy, physiology and histology)... but waking up early seems to be the only way to finish up the note writting just in time to study few days before exam..

so i have decided! this shall be my daily routine till i finish dental course... although i sleep only 4 to 5 hours, i dont get tired in the afternoon. i dont take any naps. NANO CAN WORKS!!! thank you mommy...but it seems like its only working on my body. my friend who bought it seem sleepy everyday..

after UAS ( ujian akhir semester) , we have to wait for 2 week to get the news on remedial..then only there is a sem break..but according to senior, if u do remedial, it will be on sem break...so means i dont get to go back malaysia for long holiday...*sobsob* oh well..its just indonesia and malaysia..i can just fly back on friday and fly back to indonesia on sunday night...

well exams starts on tuesday ..will study hard this time..and study smart too... ♥ ♥

sucky life

2011-10-02T04:46:00.000-07:00

been busy with assignments..assignments and assignments.

this university thinks that their way of teaching is a good way, but hell no!!

we have to do presentation on every topic we learn, and we have to present it to the whole class.

all of us with no idea what we presented was what the topic wanted, we just have to do it.

lecturers dont teach in class, they just sat there looking at us.

i though university is one place where to lecturer talks non-stop and we have to write every single thing down

and now, we have to teach the class and you just sit there giving marks on our presentation

we spend most of our time preparing for the presentation, and we just rush through it when preparing the presentation,

we dont learn anything for it, and you dont teach us anything.

DAMN MAN!!!

and that is not just it, the place here is dirty and dangerous, the food here gives everyone diarrhea and vomiting. and now i got gastric cause of it..WTH!! didnt sleep last night cause i had a major headache and body-aching and fever the whole night. and i haven even started on presentation..and i heard mid terms are in few more weeks. how to study for mid terms when we rushing our time on presentation?!?

misses you ♥

2011-09-21T22:08:00.000-07:00

Okay I know no one has been reading my blog except my parent, yes I know u guys stalk me from here and always find my mistake in spelling here yada yada yada , hi mom hi dad

Well It’s been 3 weeks here in Indonesia and I am already missing home so so badly

Missing the people back home, family, friend and boyfriend ♥

Miss coming home and meals is serve on the table ♥

Miss coming home to talk to my parents and they will get so annoyed by my story, yes I talk a lot, ask my daddy ♥

Miss getting stress up and complaining to babe about it and the next thing I get is a phone call from him ♥

Miss telling my mom that babe is coming over after his class ♥

Miss going out late night with the friends, babe’s cousin in Asia Café ♥

Miss watching movie with babe and friends ♥

Miss parent asking me what I wanna eat on weekend when we go out ♥

Miss crying to babe when something is not right ♥

Miss getting scold from my parent ( I think ) ♥

Miss getting what I want from my parent ♥

Miss spending time with YS which I still consider as my second home ( sorry for missing out so much before I leave ) ♥

Miss sitting next to babe in his car and asking him to slow down and whacking him ♥

Miss doing stupid things in public just to make others happy ( and yes I do that, ask my parent and Alicia and babe ) ♥

Miss spending fridays with babe, miss mondays with babe in chatime ♥

Miss everything I have in Malaysia ♥

But this is the path I choose, I have to live up to it and do my best,

If anyone, anyone out there who actually cares about me, yes I am doing fine here

Although having diarrhea for 1 week plus is not stopping yet, to add on to that is vomiting

And yes I was diagnose with gastric too.. I AM STILL DOING FINE

Knowing not much people actually want to know how am I doing, I WILL BE FINE

second week went DIARRHEA

2011-09-13T22:10:00.001-07:00

so is the first week of class. and the last 3 days of class was just a brief brief brief introduction on what are we suppose to expect from FKG... oh and orientation on super awesome, expecilly from the seniors. they are so so nice to us and they borrowed us their text book and notes from first year. well the second week of being in jatinangor, everyone having trouble with their health. Mostly DIARRHEA like me.... I am consider good already, others are already vomiting and going in and out the clinic.. I'm just having trouble in the toilet. okay done with the health, time for the lecturer. The lecturers here are superb friendly like the people here. The people here are like super duper friendly. One day i went to the bank and it was close already. had trouble with the bank draft and they help me call the other bank to find out how to fix it. if i was in Malaysia, they will just tell you your bank draft is rejected and please go to here and there. Another examples is when i have to send a letter back home, i just have to pass it to the hostel counter and they help me mail it..super not?? loving the culture here...

the only thing i am disliking now is that we have to wear the university blazer and skirt. and this is on apply to dental student....oh well....i look like a perfect, i look like im studying in private school and i look like a japanese

new start

2011-09-04T08:07:00.000-07:00

have a new life now in Jatinangor,bandung , indonesia

lucky for me i had Jasmine as my best friend there, and she has her boyfriend who is a senior there

met 3 seniors which is amrid (jasmine's bf),jespreet(fun size guy) and one more which i cant remember

they took use out on the second to explain the place...cool and fun people to hang out

jespreet gave millions on advise..all the DOs and DONTs

bring us out for meals and shopping...

owh and during medical check-up, did a blood test to find out what blood type i am..

Im a donor people!!!

another trip

2011-08-24T06:09:00.000-07:00

well to kill the boredom, daddy brought us to fraser hill to just relax

went up after brother tuition and came down the next morning

it was one random trip again with the family

gonna miss them so much, and im getting my freedom in indonesia

but i know my parent gonna skype me every night...*no comment on that for now*

with another one more week, i will have more responsibilities

needing to tidy my room all BY MYSELF, getting all 3 meals on the table all BY MYSELF,

getting myself tidy all BY MYSELF, yes everything all BY MYSELF!!!

damn, but yeah i will have jasmine to help me with thing.

to add on that, we plan to have sleepover in each other rooms since both of us are scrady-cat...

owh...so many excitement, so many sadness but so much experience waiting to be ride....♥

♥

i will miss it

2011-08-18T05:33:00.000-07:00

its been few weeks of holiday and im getting bored of it already.

but nevertheless i have crazy people spending time with me especially my family and baby

and i have already started packing for the trip....i have so many things i want t bring..so many memories i want to have..and in a blink of an eye, i will be in indonesia studying already..and when you blink again. 5 and a half years just pass by just like that..im gonna miss out in so many things so many events so many birthdays so many........its just so many that i have no idea man...

but it is all worth it.i just know it..by 5 and a half years from now..i will be a dentist. and i will earn my own bling and after that, i will get marry to the one i love and have a family..wow super far thinking right? told you i am bored..hehe...shall continue watching vampire diaries..it just a super duper movie that you cant miss

dinner at pasta zanmai with family and babe

taylors ex classmate which i miss hanging out with them

babe helping me with the packing after his college

daily routine

2011-08-02T23:55:00.001-07:00

well foundation is over

it's been only 3 days at home and im half rot already

haven start packing for indonesia yet but i have clear my room

books free for now... so ever since foundation ended, i have a daily routine

good morning(bt mosty its ald afternoon)>branch>laptop(movie+fb+twitter)>feed the dog>walk the dog>dinner>Laptop again>sleep(about 5am) then it all goes over and over again

its a bummer that everyone have college including babe...

but at least he made an effort to come see me after college..

so bought a new laptop, still thinking of a name for it... optimus bloop or blue shock....

daily routine

2011-08-02T23:50:00.001-07:00

well foundation is over

it's been only 3 days at home and im half rot already

haven start packing for indonesia yet but i have clear my room

books free for now... so ever since foundation ended, i have a daily routine

good morning(bt mosty its ald afternoon)>branch>laptop(movie+fb+twitter)>feed the dog>walk the dog>dinner>Laptop again>sleep(about 5am) then it all goes over and over again

its a bummer that everyone have college including babe...

but at least he made an effort to come see me after college..

so bought a new laptop, still thinking of a name for it... optimus bloop or blue shock....

daily routine

2011-08-02T23:50:00.000-07:00

well foundation is over

it's been only 3 days at home and im half rot already

haven start packing for indonesia yet but i have clear my room

books free for now... so ever since foundation ended, i have a daily routine

good morning(bt mosty its ald afternoon)>branch>laptop(movie+fb+twitter)>feed the dog>walk the dog>dinner>Laptop again>sleep(about 5am) then it all goes over and over again

its a bummer that everyone have college including babe...

but at least he made an effort to come see me after college..

so bought a new laptop, still thinking of a name for it... optimus bloop or blue shock....

drama class

2011-07-25T07:37:00.000-07:00

there are too many drama happening in college

serious speaking, I'm glad that college ending this week

dramas which breaks people hearts to hear about it

dramas which makes people hate you more

dramas which makes people having second though on whether to talk to you

dramas which makes people gossip about you

its just too much dramas for me to handle

yes i will miss those who are there when i need them.

for those who are creating the drama's please change how you treat people

before your flying off to Russia in September

seriously if you didn't change the way you treat people, troubles will find you

trust me..

well i hope when i fly to Indonesia, less dramas happen around me...

chatime♥

2011-07-25T06:50:00.000-07:00

me and babe having our new loves.... ♥CHATIME♥

omg the bubble tea is super yummy...

they provide so much bubble in it..(zhen zhu)

and its so "elastic"

hahhaa...maybe we shall make Monday out chatime day..

our first time having it (after SU carnival day)

well...have a special visitor who is staying over my house..

maybe till i fly off to Indonesia next month(sept)

♥

after this week, i will be having my one month holiday..

hoping to spend time with family , love ones and friends...

hope they are not too busy for me...

♥

last week

2011-07-21T08:52:00.000-07:00

weeks past by faster and faster..the next thing you know.im flying off tomorrow..*nah*

♥♥

so this week has been hectic for me, busy finishing up assignments, not that im last minute and all, but teachers are just adding on the assignments. like seriously adding more questions to the assignments. and the stress spot is that next week is already final.

why the heck are you giving us so many assignment so more.

bringing my laptop to class everyday, not listening to what teacher teach but just rushing assignments, today i realize that i open my pencil box for my own use for the first time.

AMAZING isn't it?

after next week finals, i will be having holidays for one whole month

will start packing my luggage at that time, should not miss out any important things.

its 12am already and tomorrow is FRIDAY!!!!!! AWESOME!! ♥♥

lol i realize that i say awesome more often, thanks to JASMINE CHEEMA !!

this few days when i drive to college, i feel uber sleepy. luckily today was the last. cause tomorrow is

♥ FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY♥

back to old school

2011-07-16T10:23:00.000-07:00

went back to SMKSU for the carnival day

feels so good meeting up with some old friends and also teachers..hug them and went off

the crowd this year were lesser than the years before..

the stall are also lesser..

plus they had to put their talent show during the carnival day...

how come la..mana ada orang support...

went walking around with loves for 2 hours and we got bored..

went in the car and drove to chattime..

first time there...

love the bubble tea...bought one back for parent to try..

sleep the whole day and rot at home...

having SS19/1 carnival day tomorrow...

having a fun walk in the morning 3km..not bad right?

2011-07-14T09:01:00.000-07:00

am i pretty?

july

2011-07-14T08:15:00.000-07:00

its already mid of july and its been ages seen i blog.

reason for not blogging for the past few weeks:

1) busy with studies*ithink*

2)busy with friends*surething*

3)busy with family*on weekend*

4)busy with baby boy * definitely

so, july has been treating me just fine.

found out when am i flying off to further study in Indonesia..

will i be see-ing you people before i fly on the 2nd September?

Foundation course will be ending end of this month,

and i will finally have my holiday before i start my journey to become a dentist.

will start packing at august comes

and will be going out more often with friends and family that month too

i cant believe im leaving this early,

im leaving for UNI when im 18, can u imagine that?

hahahhaha..and i will soon be a dentist....*anyone needs free checkup*

well come to think of it, me myself dont really go to the dentist to get my check-up.

came to think of it, me myself dont really take care of my teeth that well...

oh well...

will be busy in this last few weeks of july

as assignments need to be rush and FINALs are coming..

wish me luck people

♥♥♥♥♥

2011-07-06T08:53:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU !!!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥

hi and bye

2011-06-27T04:47:00.000-07:00

here you go people.

bye malaysia

hello Indonesia

LAGOON

2011-06-26T08:08:00.000-07:00

well baby cousin came down from♥ indonesia

and everytime his here, we will bring him to lagoon to play

well, as for this trip it was just me, my 2 other cousin and my aunt

here are the pictures...♥

cameron ♥

2011-06-26T07:48:00.000-07:00

*blows a thick layer of dust*

so i just finish my university entrance exam

sorry for not updating on my amazing life...LOL

let enjoy some pictures of my holiday outing with family

♥

one day out from house♥

2011-06-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

back from a long day out with the girl and boy friends ♥

me having my holidays which is only 4 days, have to make the best of it..

so i have it all plan out

and plans comes and goes

so on WEDNESDAY , after class i rush home and went to inti to join alicia and the others for volley.

went for dinner after that and home.

THURSDAY, woke up and went breakfast in shah alam and went to chen shen club house for a swim.

after that went to subway to meet up with julian to catch up. its been long seen i see him...

after that went to alicia house and waited for babe to finish his class.

went to bukit bintang to do some shopping cause we had some list to finish up

we went to low yat straight to get our stuff.

bought some dvds for daddy

babe bought his pendrive

alicia and me bought our phone cover.

it took us 10 round to look for the right one...

esp for me..stupid blackberry bold 9000...

got so ANNOYED!!!

so boring casing ...

got our stuff and FINALLY HOME!!

well was suppose to leave for singapore the next morning , but oh well...plans didnt work out..

so i shall stay at home tomorrow and study...

NO MORE SLAKING!!

♥

gonna miss them so much..

sem 2

2011-05-31T07:30:00.000-07:00

♥

well TEEN DHAMMA CAMP is this thursday

and its gonna be my last project im involved in

before i fly off for university

and i have to miss the first day..DAMN!!

having bravijaya entrance test..

no idea what and how to study man

wish me luck

gonna miss my time with this babe ♥

so it is semester 2 of my foundation already

management change the timetable and it sucks....

so many complain that they have to change it again

the first time table was so shitty that we have a total of 3 hour break for the next class which is from 5.30 till 7.30

and that not the worst part, the worst part is that we have class on saturday..

WTH right??

good that they change the timetable

effect of gay friends and also long breaks

blow

2011-05-26T08:52:00.000-07:00

finally get to update this dusty blog

*blow dust*

so exam week has pass....

and everyone is having their SEMESTER BREAK

but my college..some chap plang college..

doesn't have holiday for us..

SEM 2 starts next week..

well at least exams are over....

♥♥

went and surprise the old college mates

and they were like: OMG THAT'S JESMINE!!!

*hugs were everywhere*

but some were gone like the wind

to celebrate their freedom ....

went to the pool area to watch ding and nicole play.

and get some food when yann came and join us...

babe , alvin and cs tag along too...

had a great catching up time with them

tomorrow is friday, which means...hi babe

♥

movie at viva

2011-04-27T01:44:00.000-07:00

movie at viva

assignments

2011-04-27T01:35:00.000-07:00

currently in classroom finishing up my assignments

Dr daniel is the craziest teacher ever

he teach us mathematics and physic

and every week, we will have a assignment to do

and in this college, the assignments are not like SAM assignments

for example, the first assignment for our mathematics and physics

is to type out formula

and the funniest part is that we are suppose to do it so that we can bring the formula sheet in to our test, to REFER....

can you imagine that??

another example is for the second assignment,

he did some tutorial question in class with answer and discussion

and he said this is our next assignment....

i know what you guys are thinking of,

WHATTHEHECk!!!

well have to finish up physic assignment and study EILTS...

having test this saturday...

wish me luck...

kthankbye

loving them

2011-04-23T10:21:00.000-07:00

hey i am back,

miss me??

♥

well been a busy week with mainly college,

still freaking tired of driving to college everyday

wasting my time and also energy and also money

oh well...3 more months to go....KAMBATEH!!

college mates and i are getting closer.guys and girl.

mostly for me and iman and the guys

we shifted to the front and BOYAAH!!

finally understand what teacher is teaching...

before this we were sitting behind and you know la, when you sit behind you dont learn anything

went for a movie with them♥on friday to the new mall

which is just WALKING DISTANCE from my college

when i say walking distance all you need to do is to turn left

and walking for 50 step and your there

watch SCREAM4 and it was AWESOME!!♥

not to mention that the cinema was breath-taking for me.

and the whole cinema was only the 9 of us

so cool right?? we laugh we shout and we hug ♥each other...

love them already....

brought babe♥ to the mall to check it out too,

too bad it is mostly furniture shop and no clothes shop..

but thank god for the cinema...get to kill time

iman lim

the guys

andyesmostofmyfriendareguys

sport day♥

2011-04-17T06:05:00.001-07:00

it was smksu sport day

and we as a supporter of our 'house'

we attended it to give support to our juniors

and gladly HANG TUAH WON!!!♥♥everything marching and also the overall

saw so many teacher and it makes me miss high school so much...

spend most of the time with yann and wen

i miss them so so much la..

laughing and bullying each other is what we miss the most♥

no wonder college suck.... there is no one like them in my class....

♥

week 3

2011-04-17T05:43:00.000-07:00

week 3 of college has pass and we had our first bio test..not what we all expected..having physic,math and also chemistry test this week.

well it was babe♥ birthday that day and since i was leaving soon to further my studies,

this year can be consider as one last year im celebrating with him

so i make it a surprise birthday celebration with our friends and his family♥♥

his facial expression was speechless, he thought that i could not celebrate with him

i lied to him, ObVIOUSLY

♥♥♥v

thank you yann for following me to his house, thank you alvin,chenshen and yew vinn for getting the fatty busy and also bring him out for dinner

week 2

2011-04-09T10:13:00.000-07:00

it's been one week with the new environment in cheras

getting use to the driving and also the long class which starts from 9.00am till 7.30pm

been spending less time with friends as they are all taking SAM and so busy with assignment

only get to meet them during weekends

those are friends

♥but even for babe,♥

i only see him every end of the week?!?!

and that is only if he takes off from his work

oh well his starting his classes this week already

hope he really do well in what he likes

CARS

went and meet up with TAYLORS ♥ college mates on Friday

catch up with ding and got alot news from my old class

miss them dearly ♥

went volley on saturday,

ever since i started TMC i have been sweating less

and my stamina is getting lower and lower by time

need to do something about it

after volley and lunch, wen to pyramid to lepak with NAAAS ♥ again....

♥gonna miss them so much when i leave this August♥

this time, we didnt watch movie or anything, we did something we never did before

SHOPPING *this includes the guys too*

yann bought her flats and the guys got their earings.

after that, went over to GUAN house to berbonding with the TDC family...

♥TDC ♥

IPAD IPAD IPAD

as you can see i have an iPad picture here, which means i have an iPad

and believe it or not, it was FREE!!!!

thank you MEDIC ED

life just go on

2011-04-07T06:32:00.000-07:00

behold, my bookssss from FIS

super freaking heavy and think and...OH MY GOD!!!

so i promise i will update my blog more often

and i am not breaking that promise..

went out with the high school mates last night after a tiring day of class

and they just made my day..what else can i say??

i just love them so so much..

but as much as i love someone....

hehehe

having a biology quiz tomorrow for the first time and the chapters are on

cell structure and function and also membrane structure and function

the problem is not that the syllabus is scaring me..

its the people in class..

almost half of my class are from A LEVELS or STPM

and they 100% know more than us SPM-er

so they have this higher chance to understand more than me

and eventually score more...

ARGH...

what am i doing here...

kthankbye

time to study...

I LOVE BIOLOGY

HAPPY 25 ANNI

2011-04-06T09:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 25 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BABE

♥

LOVE YOU..........

♥

new lifestyle ♥

2011-04-06T08:59:00.000-07:00

finally updating this rusty blog..

well as some close friend knows...

i changed course and i am not taking SAM anymore and doing foundation in science..

dont ask me why....

*alittlevoiceinsideme*

♥

oh well, at least i know what i am doing now. and also what am i doing in the future

no more turning back

♥

i didnt know driving was so tiring until i have to drive to Cheras everyday for classes..

lucky my classes are before the jam starts and after the jams end...

so smooth journey for me

but this months is a tiring month as i have extra class till 7.30

at least there is not much homework and assignment like SAM

shall keep you guys updated on life....

♥

*shut the comp*

*open book*

*study*

*sleep*

land down under

2011-03-24T02:22:00.000-07:00

blogging from the land down under

AUSTRALIA
MELBOURNE

♥

will be flying home this sunday

and....

im seriously gonna miss this place

♥♥

so lets let the pictures do some talking

*only some are posted here, more in fb*

2011-03-13T07:22:00.002-07:00

Girl: Tell me how much you love me.

Boy: Look up at the sky.

Girl: Stop changing the subject!

Boy: Just look.

(Girl looks up to the sky)

Girl: What am I doing?

Boy: Tell me how many stars are in the sky.

Girl: That's impossible.

Boy: So is explaining my love for you.

Every girl wants Prince Charming..& while he maybe nice & all..I’m thinking that I’d rather have the guy that’s gunna call at 4 am just to say hi, or someone who’ll stop by my house, after justhanging up the phone, cause he wants to see how I’m REALLY doing. Cause I said I was fine, but we both know I’m lying. Or the guy who’llstay home on a Saturday night with me cause I’m sick & bring me my favorite kind of candy..even though I can’t eat it cause my stomach flips at the idea. That guy, that one guy..he may not be Prince Charming to anyone else..but he’d be my hero. My “knight in shining armor.”

Boy: Are you mad at me?

Girl: No, why would you think that?

Boy: You didn`t talk to me this morning.

Girl: We never talk in the morning.

Boy: Yeah, we do. You tap my shoulder, & i go what. Then you ask me if i`m tired & I say yes. We do that everyday

Girl: Really?

Boy: Yeah, thats our daily routine

Girl: I didn`t know it meant that much to you

Boy: Well, it does..every moment with you does

I wanna be the girl he’s scared to lose. The one where he can’t walk away from knowing she’s mad at him. The one who can’t fall asleep without her voice being the last one he hears, the one he can’t live without.

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers “I’m fine” after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says “I love you”,
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can’t live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says “I miss you”,
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

I want a boy..
Who would shove ice cream in my face.
Who shows me off to his friends and family.
Who treats me with respect.
Who will call me at four in the morning,
to tell me he can’t stop thinking about me
who sings to me, even if he can’t.
Who could break my heart
but wouldn’t dream of it

I wanna be the girl.
He gives his hoodie to wear
& cuddles up next to me when its cold.
I want him to come up behind me
& wrap his arms around my waist
catch me off guard & whisper
“you look beautiful”
yeah i wanna be that girl.

I know i’m not as pretty as her…
or as smart as her…
or as funny as her…
hell, i’m nothing compared to her,
but i promise…i love you more than her.

as you can see, my blog is full of love quotes now, found a tumbler which relate to me so much, so im gonna copy and paste everything that happen to me before, and no joke, it did really happen to me in some way or another,if you were close to me, you actually agrees with me, and i am really thankful of it and i shall appreciate him <3

2011-03-13T07:22:00.001-07:00

I`m the type of girl who will fall for a guy shebarely knows. Who will listen to a love song & see his face. Who will look for him wherever she goes. I`m the type of girl who doesn`t get over things easily. Who will beat herself upwhen someone doesn`t love her back. Who will cry herself to sleep cause she feels she`snot good enough. I`m the kind of girl who can talk to a total stranger about anything &everything, but I can`t tell my best friend how much I`m hurting. I hate not being invited to parties only cause I feel so alone, & I can`t understand how I don`t have many friends. I`m the kind of girl who can pick herself up, & I canswitch my feelings in a minute.But I`m also thetype of girl who`s strong. Who can cry her eyes out then forbid them to come back thenext morning. Who will blast some old pop song & sing at the top of her lungs cause shefeels like it. Who will be no one but herself.

2011-03-13T07:16:00.001-07:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead ofhot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep… wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to theworld when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’ re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU…

2011-03-13T07:12:00.001-07:00

♥

2011-03-13T06:55:00.000-07:00

I love you.

I love you not just because you’re adorable

or because you’re sweet,

or because you’re my best friend.

I love you because you make me step outside myself

and look at who I really am.

You make me want to be a better person,

just because you are who you are.

I can tell you absolutely everything,

and I know you will

always listen.

♥

TDC ♥

2011-03-12T06:24:00.000-08:00

SAM FIESTA WAS the boom....
♥

3DC + Shurg = TDC

happy to be in this new family

♥

after that went to snowflake with ding and babe since i dont enjoy dance floor for some reason

the hall of dancers

fennie chin, primary friend and dancer

spot me

SIGMA

the girl who came and support me but came rushing up the stairs just for me,

but it was too late because i was taking my bow and going down the stage ald...

thank a lot for coming

means so much to me

♥♥
♥
♥

3DC

SU-ian

with audrey

the seniors

♥
babe
♥

ding say i look like a Japanese girl

KATE

wendy, me , vivian and jr

the class rep

happy 2 years

2011-03-07T03:13:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABE

♥♥
went to lookput point, ampang..
babe wanted to bring me there for ages but due to some reason ...*BLA BLA BLA*
finally we are here....
lets let the picture do the talking

the driver

the passenger

the road sign

the parking lot

view from the restaurant...

feels alittle like genting up there

sick week and still counting

2011-03-05T08:14:00.001-08:00

been sick for more than one week

even before my birthday...

what a bummer

and all the bad luck just had to fall right into place,

1) lose my file of biology papers which i wrote down all my research on my prac write up

*thankfully ming found my file in her bag after the write up is over*

2) drag myself out of bed the next morning (friday) with a bad sorethroat and cough

3) be late for class on that day

4) have headache and fever when i was doing my Biology write up

5) stone in class for chem and physic class

*but thankfully mom allow me to skip class and come home and rest, so babe came and fetch me,get home change ate my medicine and off to sleep while babe left*

6) sleep the whole day and didn't get to study much

having ESL and CHEMISTRY test next week

gonna skip break time on Monday and Tuesday to go for consultation hours for chemistry

our teacher is scaring us ALOT!!

college life is the pain in the ***

2011-03-02T05:41:00.000-08:00

college is just being a pain in my ass

having so many deadlines and having so many assignment

should have taken foundation or maybe A-levels

but no i have to take SAM

having numerous test and numerous research to do

i need someone to tell me what and when to do this and that

(other than my parent cause i know i willnt do if they ask me too)

sa yo na ra ♥

2011-02-28T07:13:00.000-08:00

okay...went to college like a 18 year old kid...

nothing different....

today was a good day because me and poh ming just could not stop laughing...

i look at her i laugh

she look at me she laugh

so we counted to be the noisiest person in class today

after class, went for the first meeting for the GO Green GROUP

looking forward for more events

after dinner, sent brother to the airport

his going back today and we shall see him again in 2 more weeks in Melbourne...

CANT WAIT@@

♥♥

someone turning 18

2011-02-27T06:16:00.000-08:00

celebrated my 18th Birthday with the love ♥ ones

had a mini party at home with close ones

and we just sit down to chat and catch up and watch tv

got my new TELE on my birthday and also astro beyond,

everyone was amaze with the clear-ness of the tv....

they say it was better than going to the cinema

receive loads of gift and i am happy to have all of them here close to me

thank you for attending this mini celebration

and thank to grandma for the homecook food, everyone LOVES it

thank you mommy for the apple pie and birthday cake, everyone love them

and thank you baby boy for the lovely flowers

♥

ps:// i am 18 and i am legal, for DATING!!!

♥

birthday!!!

2011-02-25T08:32:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to me, myself and i

and yes!! i am legal to date!!!

....

2011-02-25T02:38:00.000-08:00

great i jus deleted the whole post...i am so lazy to type it again.

picture time

test week

2011-02-19T22:18:00.000-08:00

so as all SAM students know,

most of our test @ quiz will be next week

as for me G8, we are having our mathematical studies, Biology and Malaysian Studies test

the most shocking thing is that we have not even started studying on Malaysian Studies and there is already a test on it, *gasp*

i have been studying alot lately, trying to work my butt off for this test, although it is only 5-10 % of my internal assessment but it is means a lot to many people including me,

so far i have make myself go out less and study more when it comes to test weeks,

PROUD OF SELF

oh and you may realize that i have highlighted my hair on the inside, only can be seen if i tie it up or put it to the side, NEW STYLE for me again ♥

2nd day of VDAY ♥

2011-02-19T03:08:00.000-08:00

went to the waterfalls on the 2nd day of valentine day with loves and family and friends

went breakfast and off we go to Gombak,

it was a good experience,

it was a long time since i played near a waterfall

went home and off to loves's♥ aunt house for open house

his aunties are super friendly and farnie

here comes some picture from the waterfalls but most are in fb

♥

the ladies on the trip

on the way

daddy

♥loves♥

in daddy car

the JKUANS♥

group pic?

chilling

we are going home for lunch

..........................

and this are some picture took in college

we are cool like that

ming

♥

V day

2011-02-14T07:05:00.000-08:00

♥Happy Valentine's Day♥

met up with loves during college break and went for lunch at salmon steak

after college came home to shower and off to watch a movie

went to loves house since he wants to shower

and BOOM ♥ surprise of the day

a dozen of roses in his closet waiting for my arrival

had dinner at sakae shusi and came back home after that

since we need our rest for the trip to waterfall the next day

so my day was sweet and simply

FGS

2011-02-12T07:32:00.000-08:00

after college started,

CNY mood was still there,

so a few of us went to FGC (fo guang shan) to enjoy the decoration

other than that we did loads of "bai nien"

receive alot of ang pau and had alot of nice food

here are some pictures, more on Fb♥

great days coming ahead,

♥Sunday: open house at the Kuan's

♥Monday: Valentine's

♥Tuesday: waterfall with friends and family

we are one on 070309 ♥

Feelings

Month sary

second flight home

number 3

HAPPY NEW YEAR

UAS

UAS

sucky life

misses you ♥

second week went DIARRHEA

new start

another trip

i will miss it

daily routine

daily routine

daily routine

drama class

chatime♥

last week

back to old school

july

♥♥♥♥♥

hi and bye

LAGOON

cameron ♥

one day out from house♥

sem 2

*blow*

movie at viva

assignments

loving them

sport day♥

week 3

week 2

life just go on

HAPPY 25 ANNI

♥

♥

new lifestyle ♥

♥

♥

♥

land down under

♥

♥♥

♥

TDC ♥

happy 2 years

sick week and still counting

college life is the pain in the ***

sa yo na ra ♥

someone turning 18

birthday!!!

....

test week

2nd day of VDAY ♥

V day

FGS

blow